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2007-08-16T13:38:00.001+08:00

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2007-08-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

i'm collapsing..
i thought i could hold on...
but i realise i couldn't..

2007-07-31T13:30:00.000+08:00

如果我的关心被你当成炫耀，那我无话可说。

2007-07-22T02:20:00.000+08:00

The Cancer woman is essentially a very feminine character, often unconsciously seductive in her mannerisms. On occasion, she will consider relinquishing a rather passionate romance in favor of a more stable and conventional relationship.

As a sweetheart, she is prone to be rather clinging and likes to "mother" her partner when given the chance. Still, she usually appreciates being told not to fuss overly-much since if she feels she is being taken advantage of, she will accuse her partner of being lazy, selfish and/or degenerate. Nonetheless, this woman does like to be dominated and is happy not to win every argument or come out on top all the time.

As a life partner, she should be allowed to go her own way in every small matter and given instruction...or even bossed...on the larger matters. The female ruled by Cancer is capable of providing an attractive and artistic home, but will not necessarily want to stay there all the time. This is a woman who needs an anchor...a partner who can always be counted upon in an emotional sense. In essence, she needs a shoulder to cry on and likes to share her laughter.

As a mother, she is neither dominating nor demanding. Indeed, she often neglects to understand the nuances of her children's differing characteristics. In addition, her patience with offspring is not always reliable since there is a tendency here to be temperamental. The Cancer female is usually best with small children...babies and toddlers...but is apt to resent the increasing independence shown by older children. In short, she is likely to be impatient of what she considers to be their strange adolescent ways.

At her best, this female is sympathetic, affectionate and protective...to say nothing of being devoted and adaptable. Her presence is generally sanctifying and she understands how to serve. In return for her devotion, the Cancer woman is undoubtedly loved and respected. Still, she can often be a moody, changeable and ignorant soul...one who is unwilling to be improved.

In addition, she can be temperamental to a fault and sensitive in the extreme. She oftentimes seeks protection and will need the help and guidance of a partner to provide the strength with which to meet life's problems. Any partner will almost certainly be placed upon a pedestal in this female's imagination and if that partner should fail, the spiritual shock may well prove to be crushing.

This is a passionately possessive woman and everything concerning the life of her family will be all-absorbing. On occasion, the intuitive and instinctive female ruled by Cancer does possess an uncannily accurate business sense and is able to furnish advice in that regard with unexpected wisdom. Still, taken in a general sense, the whole character here is essentially feminine with all that such implies.

2007-07-17T14:00:00.000+08:00

"Ultimate you" - Lindsay Lohan

You're the kind of friend
Who always bends when I'm broken,
Like remember when
You took my heart and put it back together again
I've been wasting time with clueless guys but now it's
Let me tell you why...I'm through...I've got someone new who's
just like you!

(Chorus)
You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
You're it, You're the Ultimate you
You're the kind of guy whos hand's in mine
Sends shivers, up and down my spine
You took my heart and put it back together again
You're the kind of guy that blows my mind
But now it's my turn,
You've been right in front of me
Everything I knew why didn't I feel?

(Chorus)
You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
You're it, You're the Ultimate you

You're it,you're the Ultimate
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

You're it...you're the Ultimate YOU!

2007-07-13T10:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me...
happpy birthday to meEee..
happy birthday to ME!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUI RONG!

2007-07-08T05:50:00.000+08:00

i stood by you when the whole world left
and this is how i'm being treated..

how could i ever forget..
hope for the best
and prepare for the worst?
how could i ever forget..
the higher your expectation,
the greater you fall..
how could i ever forget?!

when something is broken,
it will never be the same again.
=(
i treasure whatever we ever had..
but i guess it will never be the same again.

2007-07-01T14:54:00.000+08:00

i hate the sound of slamming door.

2007-06-22T16:07:00.001+08:00

如果相遇感到相知，那麼有一種習慣叫陪伴。
如果陪伴感到珍惜，那麼有一種甜蜜叫存在。
如果存在感到壓力，那麼有一種善良叫離開。
如果離開感到放鬆，那麼有一種勇敢叫放棄

2007-06-17T15:33:00.000+08:00

Vincent (Starry Starry Night)

Starry starry night, paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for you sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how, perhaps they'll listen now

Starry starry night, flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in Vincent's eyes of chine blue
Colors changing hue, morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand

Chorus:
For they could not love you, but still your love was true
And when no hope was left in sight, on that starry starry night
You took your life as lovers often do,
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Starry, starry night, portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met, the ragged man in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose, lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for you sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will.

2007-06-17T15:14:00.000+08:00

心领 (溏心风暴插曲) - 林峰/钟嘉欣

男:或許戀愛都只有煙火那刻的摧燦
如此簡單快樂不多於一晚
內心總有限束縛怎可不驚嘆
然後發現情或許轉淡

女: 越討好你就換來傷心痛哭多一晚
如此貪玩厭舊貪新我心淡
是否早註定體貼都不會得到稱讚
怕熱愛已退減

# 合: 誰願稀罕這愛情
從未甘心因我轉性
其實清楚這過程
就算犧牲不會高興已心領#

男: 什麼戀愛的感覺始終有它的限期
隨心歡喜放任心中不止你
受種種責備逼我放肆敷衍你
其實已盡全力喜歡你

女: 並不必暗示感覺一早已熄多得你
從今天起我亦不稀罕等你
獨身的趣味不拍即使抱擁得空氣
我亦懶去記起

REPEAT #

男: Never meant to be cruel, Never meant to hurt you...

合: 誰願稀罕這愛情
從未甘心因我轉性
男: 其實清...楚... 女: 其實清楚這過程
男: 我知無謂去纏住我無謂再去打聽
女: 就算犧牲不會高興
合: 已心領

合: 無謂發現情或許轉淡無謂發現情或許轉淡

2007-06-08T09:54:00.000+08:00

i hate the cold treatment i'm getting now.
how long will it last?
2 weeks?
1 month?
4months?
or forever?

2007-06-07T12:59:00.001+08:00

i shall use my own ways to find the comfort i want..

2007-05-28T15:07:00.000+08:00

i missed him..
*sighed*

2007-05-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

i went out with him todae..
he initiated it..
we had beef noodles and durians..
its jus a simple dinner..
tt's how zixue put it..

i tot i wun think abt it again..
and zixue managed,
to make me starting thinking abt it..
sometimes i realli feel he's just used to my presence..
perhaps,
the 4 months is a good way to see..
what is the best for me and him..
or perhaps,
i'm jus thinking too much..
or perhaps,
i shall drop one last hint..
or perhaps,
i'll just let it the wat it is..
but..
but...
but... ...

***

was VERY disappointed and upset..
i suppose there goes our friendship...
i know its not easy to build and maintain a friendship..
but..
nahh..
the story is too long to be written down..
jus felt that..
perhaps,
we are just not that important..
or perhaps..
we said the wrong things at the wrong timing..
i dun think its so difficult to have the 5 of us to sit down..
and have a drink..
cos..
i jus wan to see them one last time?
wad if i jus died like tt?
wad if i had a plane crash?
wad if i had an accident over at US?
wad if i'm murder?
wad if i jus couldnt come back?
perhaps,
i'm jus a nobody to them..
i'm jus 'someone'
i'm not even a fren to them..
i realli dun wan things to turn tis way..
but wad to do..
i think i should enjoy myself tml..
since its the last time i'll be seeing yuki before i leave..
perhaps,
i'll just get myself drunk..
wad is it like to be drunk?

2007-04-30T13:44:00.000+08:00

its so unbelievable..
i'm leaving in 10 days time..
and i dun feel the excitement,
YET.

well..
i haven packed my luagagge,
YET.
not too sure when i'll be starting..
but..
i dun feel like starting,
anytime now.

ohya.
i've got a last min chalet.
will be back tml..
and..
it will be 8 more days before i leave..
wow..

2007-04-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

2007-04-28T16:53:00.000+08:00

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The realist - The objective

The Realist, unlike most people, actually has the ability to see the world for what it is, and that it's not all black and/or white. Dreams they may have, but they see clearly despite them. Since they don't want to sugar-coat or something alike, people may perceive them as boring and unimaginative. Their inputs may not always be wanted if it is encouragement that others seek.
The Realist is often seen as wise though, when people understand that they see how it really is. Most the time anyway. They are not flawless after all. Life comes with both good and bad, and so do the realist. Appearing somewhat dull and bland to the world, they usually shy away from people, unless they are with those who they feel comfortable with. A new personality seem to arise then, since the Realist knows they can behave how they truly are with those.
Close relationships are valued, but the Realist care very little for shallow ones. They are not after numbers, only deeper relationships that has meaning. Realists are seldom materialistic or superficial, nor are they trend followers. If they like something, they do, and they stick to it. Changes are not often made, and they prefer what they have already tried before, as they feel more comfortable with it.
Though, due to them knowing the world goes both ways, they may feel down, feeling as if they are helpless in the works of the world and its natural forces. They'd surely appreciate it if the good side won a lot more, and that dreams come true more often. Realists often remain passive, not feeling as if they have any valued action/thought to contribute with. If gone too far, they could become like the Cynical, losing hope in life.
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2007-04-28T02:30:00.000+08:00

12 daes and counting..
muhahaa..
12 more daes before i leave for US..
credits to zixue..
she's been counting down for me..
hahaa!

***

genting trip was so-so..
i hate the waiting to check-in!
shall take the morning bus next time round!
>P
no diff loh..
stil need to wait till noon den can check in!

*

tis time round..
stayed for one nite only..
cos is elderly group..
we went to the casino..
i managed to sneak in the one at first world hotel..
but when i try to go in the one at highland..
e security asked for my passport!
BOO!
i cant go in!

*

after the casino trip..
we had our breakfast at HAO YOU JI..
its dim sum..
6 of us..
ate 70RM plus..
well..
its so much little...
as compared to what zixue and i had eaten the other time!
wad to do..
its elderly group..

*

when we finally got our keys..
the room is NOT kept yet!!
i called the housekeeping TWICE!
but they are fast though..

*

we took a nap..
gather at the lobby..
head to the mid-hill..
for lunch..
tt place not too bad..
food are nice..
but too bad..
forget to get their namecard..

*

back in hotel..
bath..
and head for my shoppin!!
but tis time round..
nothing much to shoppin..
>P
there's NO foot massage either!
so upset..
and not much chinese magazines..
end up..
i only got myself 3 magazine..
one pdi top..
which is at discount..
2 for 58RM..
got another one for my sis..
tis trip..
wasnt as fun as i tot to be..
i didn spend much either!
i've change ard 450RM..
i got back 150RM..
i mean..
the other time..
i've got not enuff to spend!
hahaaa..

***

1st may meet eunice n kelli..
w/o jack and jiahao..
not sure wad we gg to do..
and i'm not to be bother..
cos..
its jus no pt..
lets see where we gg tis time round..

***

5th may gg out with metro peeps..
dinner plus clinic bar ba..
tis gathering i suppose is more cfm..
hahaa..
quite looking forward..
to the drinking..
lols!
i must drink as much as i wan..
before i leave for US..
cos its illegal to drink in US..
when you are under 21..
lols!

***

he suggest we should meet up one last time too..
but nothing is cfm..
>P
a very typical gemini character..
he will sound veri enthu if he's e one starting the topic..
if not..
i feel he got the bo chap attitude..
wad to do..
who ask me to "one leg step into it"??

***

later meeting janice..
my GMAC colleague..
bringing her to the saloon..

***

sundae have a mini farwell lunch with my family..
think we'll be having buffet or something..
i dunno..

***

ohya..
hahaaa..
todae had a long dae!
had dim sum at e usual place..
took shuttle to millienia walk..
walk over to MS..
went kbox..
after kbox took 111 to specialist centre..
after specialist centre..
went over to robinson..
after robinson..
went over to OG orchard..
after OG..
went to HMV..
after HMV
went to lucky plaza for dinner..
pizza hut..
after dinner..
head down to far east..
walked ard far east..
found out there nothing much..
took bus to HMV..
walked up..
to the partyworld there..
sat down at..
starbucks or coffeebean?
cant remb..
they seems the same to me..
den..
walked to e bus stop behind CINE..
and..
HOME SWEET HOME!!
reached home ard 1230AM..
hahaaa..
reprimaned by mummy..
for not calling home..

2007-04-18T19:22:00.000+08:00

for any updates regarding my US trip..
pls go to the following link..
http://reindeer-in-vacation.blogspot.com/
i will stop blogging here after 10 May,
till further notice.
hahaa!

***

it has been some time since i last update..
thought its only 10 days..
but it seems so long!
cos many things happen!
hahaa..

***

last sat went to celebrate alex's 22nd bdae..
i met yuki after her work at chinatown..
she help me ask the money changer wads the rate for ringgit..
its 2.27..
its consider quite high..
den we head down to harbourfront..
she said she haven taken any food since morning..
so we went for sakae..
hahaa..
bill up to 36plus..
we din go for the teatime buffet cos yuki dun eat much..

*

after sakae..
we walked ard harbourfront..
wanted to get a present for alex..
we gave up after walking a few rounds
and we head to vivo..

*

at vivio,
guess who i saw??
i saw fabian!
hahaa..
i know there's NO connection between me and him..
but we did exchange smiles..
so i guess he know who am i..
hahaa..
yuki is stil wondering who fabian is smiling at!
hahaa...

*

went to find deren at starhub..
he couldn join us cos he's working afternoon shift..
and the next dae he's working morning shift..
talk awhile and we went off..

*

yuki and i went back to harboufront..
end up..
we bought SINs for alex..
12pc chocolates cost 29bucks..
its looks nice..
but i wun buy it for own consumtion..
lols!
we over breadtalk and buy a cake for alex.

*

junyang was half an hour late..
yuki and i were on the same train as alex..
so we took some pics while waiting for junyang..
yuki took a photo of me and alex..
and keep saying we look like couple..
diaos..
and she was asking me if i were happy anot..
lols!
i told her..
if she took tis pic 4yrs ago,
i'll definitely be VERY happy..
hahaaa!

*

junyang came..
we went to have billy bombers at clarke quay..
the new building, Central.
well..
it
SUX!
the food is bad..
their service is even worst!
so fed up..
i wrote feedback form..
and i'm definite their staff did see the feedback form..

*

after dinner,
walked around..
and head down to clinic bar!
its cool!
i think i'll go back again..
and this time round,
i will wan to sit inside..

*

took quite some pics..
shall upload when i have the time!

***

today is wednesday.
and 2 more days..
my contract will end,
and i'll head down to Genting!
so looking forward to it!
hahaa..
cant believe one and a half months jus passed like that..
lols..

***

i've recieve my posb master debit!
its looks sooo nice!
my sis is so tempted to apply for it..
hahaa..
i've aso recieved my token for ibanking..
right now..
i'm waiting for my uob visa debit..
and their internet banking..
hopefully i can get the uob cards by early next week...

2007-04-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

why does she always sound as if its easy to plan things?
and it always her who make us go thru all the trouble to change dates..
well..
it might not be always.
but,
most of the time.
its a total bias.
tis is wad i felt.
i dun feel she's as enthu as the planning for zoo.
wadever.
pissed.
>P

***

ytd was stil quite ok.
morning went temple..
qing ming jie.
reach there 9am..
we usually will end ard 10.
but ytd,
we ended 11plus.
argh!!
super waste of time.
din they know my time is precious?
lols.

*

after temple,
reached home.
mummy got stuff need to do.
so i went to the bank.
to change my book to signature,
instead of thumbprint.
the Q was long!
but the procedure was quite fast.
i had to fill up a form,
went over to another counter to sign on a board.
tt board is suppose to capture my signature and store in their system.
tt bank teller told me i wun be able to get the card on the spot.
i knew it.
and i had to wait for at least 2 weeks or so before i'll get my card.

*

after 'bank' trip,
went over to buffet.
baby was 1 month old.
he's called Zeah..
or something de..
couldn't see..
cos i din wear my specs.
lols.
the buffet is NOT nice.
edible..
but not to my liking..
plus there wasnt much to eat..
took cab there and back.
reached home ard 3plus.

*

i went out again in the evening.
ard 5.30pm..
he msg me ard 5plus,
telling me he wasnt feeling veri well.
i told him we could skip tis dinner.
but he insist on coming out.
he said he dun wan me sae he ps.
i was suppose to meet him at aljunied.
i reached 15mins earlier.
and guess wad.
he's late,
AGAIN.
he made me wait for half-hour,
excluding the time i reach earlier.
>P
we went over to geylang to have our dinner.
thanks to him,
he made me walk a few streets.
>P
we had,
beef hor fun.
sweet and sour pork.
fried oyster.
the food not too bad,
but we forget to ask the boss to skip the chilli.
he couldn't take chilli,
plus he's not feeling well.
he keep telling me he's feeling dizzy.
i tell him not to faint in the streets cos i wun be able to carry him home.
lols.
after dinner we went straight home
cos,
can see he realli not feeling well..
he couldn stand veri straight.
haha!
so funny.
we took mrt.
i saw our reflections.
and i thought thru alot.
end up,
forced myself not to think too much.
we are friends.
and tt's it.

***

went out with zixue todae.
cut hair together.
we made the saloon had a small explosion.
lols.
not our fault.
but is the person lousy!
and tt guy.
he's realli bad at washing and blowing
super sucky.
yucks!

*

after haircut,
we over to toa payoh.
i wanted to go sing song
and we went!
it has been some time since we last sang..
i think,
since feb..
the time i went with zixue, kelli, qili, marcus, cheewai and jun kai.
ohya.
i miss my dim sum
lols.
anyway,
we had alot of songs to sing!
not enuff time!
told zixue we shall go one more time before we leave for US.
lols.

*

had pizza for dinner..
garlic bread and spicy drumlets are not too bad..
their baked rice aso quite nice.
but their pizza not as nice..
not too sure why.

*

we had wastons 1.95 trip
AGAIN!
this is our 4th trip.
and we are NOT gg to buy anymore frm watsons.
i think we spend too much in wastons.
lols.

***

todae had a nice trip out with zixue.
real fun.
yupp.
=)

2007-04-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

7月13日精明的投机者

7月13日出生的人一生都在追逐身边不断出现的机会。他们有些人虽然可以认出机会，却老是跨出错误的第一步，结果满怀信心地出发却败阵而归。不过，大部分的人还是能够紧抓住机会、一举中的，享受滚滚而来的钞票或是精神上的飨宴。

这天出生的人如果遭遇失败，多半会认为自己很倒楣，这不但影响到他们的自信心，还注定了以后的悲惨命运。而成功的人则始终认为幸运之神迟早会来临，不管现在的处境多么不顺利或是进度缓慢，他们始终满怀自信和自尊，即使状况非常不如人意。

这天出生的人在拟出计划或是开始作生意时，通常会全心投入、努力丰收，当然有的时候也会一败涂地。当面临财务困难或是任何致命的打击时，他们的反应多半是放下，然后在别的行业中另起炉灶。他们绝非是那种哭天抢地、叫爹叫娘的人。

作为7月13日出生的人的家人，必须要有强壮的心脏去相信他们的直觉。如果他们的伴侣无法了解或是支持他们赌徒似的行径，彼此的关系可能就会压力不断，最后变成你走你的阳关道、我过我的独木桥了。

这天出生的人或许会是个忠诚的好友，但是他们却不会是原谅别人的那种类型；在有些极端的例子中，他们会以一种很恶劣的态度--“当朋友就要当到尽头，但是现在是尽头了”，而与好友割席绝交。所以和他们交朋友的人要小心，因为这天出生的人可没有太多的时间去浪费在一些表里不一的朋友身上。

幸运数字和守护星
7月13日出生的人受到数字4与天王星的影响。天王星通常代表反复无常而又极具爆炸性的特质。7月13日出生的人多半方向明确，而且会非常有耐心地追寻他们的目标，他们若不将自己天王星中易冲动的特质控制好，就会有过早行动的毛病。虽然很多人认为数字13是不吉利的数字，但是如果知道如何正确明智地运用它，将会有想像不到的助力；相反的，如果不善加利用，它则具有可怕的毁灭力量！部分在这天出生的人一定要小心避免被别人封为“倒楣鬼”，否则这将是给自己下了最可怕的诅咒，或是将自己陷于自怜的陷阱中。数字4传统上代表的是叛变、特殊的信仰和希望改变陈规的欲望，所以这天出生的人大部分都是社会的旁观者。由于巨蟹座是由月亮所主宰，所以一定要小心别被自己冲动的情绪误了大事。

健康
7月13日出生的人一定要小心在激烈的转变期间，可能会碰到的意外和心理上的压力，或许他们能够客观地看待自己，但是却高估了自己的体力和心理上的强度。如果在即将要达成目标时自己却崩溃了，这实在是人间的一桩憾事，所以他们一定要改善自己的饮食习惯，同时规律地运动，以便慢慢加强或恢复自己的饮食自己的体力。通常他们对各种食物都好奇不已，所以如果愿意好好学，他们会是最好的厨师。

建议
等待好的时机，这是你最有利的条件。要像只老虎一样，知道什么时候潜伏、什么时候攻击。付出耐心总会有报偿的。当你开始行动时就全力以赴。不怕失败是你成功的关键，别自己诅咒自己。

塔罗牌
大秘仪塔罗牌中最容易被误解的是第13张牌，也就是“死神”。我们极少依字面意思去解读，因为它的积极意义是抛开过去、超越限制并持续成长。所以，这张牌是希望人们能够避免沮丧、悲观或忧愁。

静思语
任何事都在改变，即使是从这一秒到下一秒。

优点
大胆、目标导向、意志坚定。

缺点
易冲动、不轻易原谅、自我否定。

2007-04-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

zoo is cancelled.
i've got nothing to say abt tis,
anymore.

***

todae is public holis.
i slept til 11am..
shall take my nap after i finish blogging.
haha!

***

ytd went for movie with xue..
meet the robinsons.
well..
its not something i love..
but i jus want to watch movie..
hmm..
should have gone to sing kbox uh..
haha.
nice show..
but i hate the glasses we had to wear.
so irritating!
>P
the cashier at vivo watsons SUX!
stupid asshole.
lousy service.
and i'm sure she's not singaporean.
spoil my mood.

***

a hong kong cafe at vivo is veri nice..
is somewhat like tang shui.
its near the donut store..
peeps,
try it.
they got lots of choices.
xue and i are spoil for choices!!

***

ytd nite was surfing net..
was finding info abt traveller cheque..
end up,
hahaa..
i saw the debit cards avaliable..
decided to apply the POSB debit matercard..
and uob TX account (VISA)..
my sis was saying..
it will be good if i apply AMEX debit..
but there's none!
hahaa
actualli i saw uob..
they had tis campus debit card..
its in black color..
its looks so nice..
and it come with a cheque book!
but its only for full time students..
shit!
why din i know there is such a card!
arghh!
if i do..
i would have apply when i'm in poly!
argghhhh!!!
for POSB debit..
will do it when i'm free..
cos i need to change my bank book to signature..
instead of thumbprint..
before they will process the application..
and it will take 2 weeks..
hopefully it will be done before i leave for US..

***

off to my nap~

2007-04-04T23:15:00.001+08:00

work.
clara told me,
i'll be working til 17th April..
oh well.
was hoping to work til end of april.
to earn more cash,
for more shopping!
lols!

***

i'll have a busy morning tml
carol needs me to rush a file for her.
they need to send the files by noon..
i think so?
hopefully i can finish it.
cos.
i think its my fault,
for messing up her documents.
they aint in running number..
*praying hard*

***

tml is zixue last day.
i've got no more lunch kaki..
=(
upset.
i need to ta bao lunch back office,
alone,
again.

***

mummy called me when i was at work.
she's asking me if i wan got Genting!!
muahahaa!!
more Genting tripss!!
but not cfm yet..
BOO!
we will be gg with my cousins..
mummy was saying..
if they are taking the fri nite bus,
den we'll join them..
if they taking the fri morning bus,
den no Genting trip!
>P
will be gg on 20th april..
before i set off to US!
happy
HaPpY.
hApPyYy!!
*praying!*

***

went shopping with zixue todae..
after work.
went over to bugis.
cos i need to get a gift for a baby boy.
and i did!
i got a gift set for him.
winnie the pooh.
it cost me 17.90
hahaa.
walked ard,
got a shirt for my sis..
she need many of this.
hahaa..
quite cheap anyway.
10 bucks..
i bought 2 other gifts..
for 2 special people.
hahaa!
only zixue know who i'm refering to..
=)

***

pheww..
tired..
but contented..
=)

2007-04-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

i love the way YOU make decisions.
looking forward to saturday!
=)

***

i hate it when someone starts sms-ing..
and ignore me TOTALLY.
have to courtesy to say..
"Hey.. pls wait til i finish my msg.."
i dun mind waiting for you QUIETLY..
jus let me know..
i understand chinese.
english.
and a little of cantonese.
dun let me look like a fool talking to the air.
blah.

***

i wan my zoo trip.
its postpone.
AGAIN.
eunice cant make it
due to her sis's graduation
upset.
super upset.
there goes my trip.
i guess i'll never make it to the zoo before i leave singapore.
blah.

***

yuki msg me
alex's 22nd birthdae.
gg to celebrate.
=)
perhaps its our last meetup before i leave.
yuki suggest
have dinner at da pai dan,
and have a drink at clinic bar,
in clarke quay.
i'm looking forward to the drinks,
only.
haha!
dates and timing to be cfm.
earliest,
tis sundae..
latest,
next weekends.
alex bdae is at 12 april.
heh.
i remember!
of cos i do.
=D

***

eunice.
kelly.
jack.
jiahao.
surprisingly,
jack replied the emails.
will have a meetup soon
after jack is back frm his overseas trip.
either next week,
or the following week.
sort of looking forward
its been ages since we last met.
=)

***

michelle,
my ex-neighbour
replied my email.
she gave me the contact of a participant,
who went santa cruz recently..
she's geraldine.
haha!
so,
i'm waiting for geraldine's reply to my email..
i've send her a sms.
jus to cfm her identity.
haha!

***

work.
clara says,
might extend me one more week.
means..
it will end one week before end of april.
but not cfm yet.
we shall see.

***

phew..
felt better.. writing eveything out..
good and bad..
happy and upset..

2007-03-30T23:49:00.001+08:00

i recieved a realli cute email frm eunice..
was very touched..
realli..

it wrote"....
... i miss the way rong was alway bombarding pple with her words
.. the way she sings into every conversation
.. the way she alway trys to match make kelly"

thinking back..
it has been quite some time since we last met up..
i remb..
was 05 post valentine celebration..
we even went to take neoprints..
US refering to eunice..
kelly..
jiahao..
and..
jackson..
but everyone is so busy with their life..
esp kelli
and
jackson..
its soooooo
difficult to arrange outing with them..
i do miss the times we had in secondary sch..
after O's..
movies..
dinner..
doing stupid things together..

but somehow..
things will never be the same..
perhaps its the change in me..
or its others..
i do treasure what we once had..
i realli do..

***

did quite some shoppin..
went watsons..
they had this but 10 get 1 free..
zixue n i bought 2 rounds!
lols..
we got wet tissues..
masks..
lotion..
facial wash..
body foam..
sunblock..
needles and thread..
hahaa..
might go back for more!

and we bought our lugagge!
i got a red one..
28"..
zixue got a black one..
we got the same design!
and it cost..
59..
i think so?
i cant remb..
hahaa..
we'll do more shoppin when time get nearer!

i went to TMNT todae..
graphics are good..
storyline above average..
overall i would give 3/5 ba..
cos..
its not wad i would love to watch..
and its cartoon!
i dun usualli watch cartoon..
hahaa..
i sound so bias..
lols!
but tis is better den pursuit of happyness..
so far..
i stil think music and lyrics is the best!

without realising..
i've been working for a month plus le!
hahaa..
there are chances they are extending my contract again..
lols..
cos..
they actualli had some invoices not send in yet..
and i heard frm clara..
it will be another BIG task..
lols..
so most probabli..
i'll be working till end of april!
lols..

hmm..
stil considering whether i should get the camera..
*thinking..*

***

am so pissed off with the zoo trip..
hai..
why do i need to wait so long before everyone can settle a timing..
i dun see why is it so difficult..
>P

2007-03-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

argh!
endless work for me to do..
nevertheless..
i stil love my work..
as in..
i may love to slp..
butt!!
i love to work even more!

i forsee myself as a workaholic in near future!
lols!

haii..
thinking of all the stuff not yet done..
upsets me..
>P
i must emphasis..
its not my fault tt i nv finish my work..
lols..
no..
i'm not pushing the blame to others..
hahaa..
its a long story..
anyway.
jia you to myself!
hahaa..

i've got a lunch kaki le..
haha!
zixue is working with me!
hahaa..
tml we'll have bk for lunch!
hahaa..
and we'll go the pre-trip briefing TOGETHER!
hahaa..
lalalaa~~

ohya..
thanks to QING XIANG...
for sending me the song in my background music!

WAY BACK INTO LOVE~~
all i wan to do is to find a way back into love~~~
oh oh ohhhh~~~~~~

2007-03-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

i had collected my cert and transcript today..
and i'm officially graduated!
so..
its time..
to think..
wad's my next step..
besides US trip..
i need to do some planning..

after US trip..
i'll be back in singapore late Sept..
BUT!
i'm leaving for China in late Oct..
lols!
its a one week trip..
hence..
between late Sept to late Oct..
i'll have one month..
decided to take up temp job..
to earn some money for my plane ticket..
hahaa..

so when i'm back from China..
its the time..
where my life really starts..

and for the first time..
i planned my life..
hahaa..

am interested in HR..
so i've decided to go into HR field..
i might get a job in HR..
settle down..
and i'll pursue my degree..

i've looked thru various private uni..
only PSB Academy and Queensfield offered degree in HR..
for Queensfield..
they didnt give details on their website..
shall drop down their head office some dae when i'm free..
its at rocher road..

whereas for PSB..
they had this course..
Bachelor of Science (Honours) Business Studies with Human Resource Management
i need to complete 18 modules..
in 3yrs..
if there's exemption..
it will only take 2yrs..
i've seen their modules..
quite ok..
as in..
i'm quite interested..
but..
this degree will cost me at least..
28k!
oh my..

shall think abt it..
hmm..
its not a small amt of money..
i need to give a serious thought..

2007-03-25T01:14:00.000+08:00

Way Back Into Love

by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett

Soundtrack of Music and Lyrics

Movie by Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead

I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I’ve been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I’ve been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs

I know that it’s out there

There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

2007-03-22T23:36:00.001+08:00

i'm sad.
=(

2007-03-18T20:00:00.000+08:00

muhahaha..
i've gotten the pics from yuki..
gosh..
it took me 2hrs plus to download from her multiply acc..
well..
some of the effect wasn't as good as i thought..
but i love these 3 individual pics..

jun yang.
i didn't expect thise effect to be the best of all..
lols..

deren.
erm..
he himself..
dun smile when taking pics..
so "expression-less" face for him is so easy..
tis set of pics..
he didnt take much though..

alex.
i dun remember if its me or himself who took tis pic..
but of all his individual pic..
i think tis is the best..
though tt dae's theme was antique..
they are not suppose to smile..
lols..

2007-03-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

CANCER WOMAN (22 June -23 July)

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.

She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.

2007-03-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

i'm bored!
>P

i stayed home todae..
woke up at 0930..
and start youtube-ing..
cook maggie noodles for brunch..
went back to slp at 12plus..
woke up at 5plus..
and went to tabao kfc for dinner..
continue youtube-ing while having my dinner..
tt's how i passed my saturday..

something happen..
and
i'm pissed off..
fcuk.
wadever.
selfish brat.
i felt guilty,
but not anymore.
female dog.
>P
i shall keep my mouth shut from now on.

on fri..
clara came and talked to me..
she was telling me..
there are high chances..
they need my help..
means..
they might extend my contract..
for few more weeks..
she was asking me..
if i can help..

cos..

they actualli had a meeting with their boss..
victor loo..
they need to remove some information from the files i've done..
and gosh..
its ALOT..
i'm doing audit for clara, carol, dorothy, shirley and michelle..
each of them had 7 clients or so..
and each client i had to do 2 files..
means in total..
i had to do 60plus close to 70 files..
and i'm finishing shirley's..
going to start with michelle's..
oh my..

but actualli..
i'm not too sure if i'm behind time..
cos i managed to finish 2 person..
means 28 files in 1 week..

anyway..
clara asked the HR manager, peggy..
peggy said my contract ends on 27 mar..
haha..
i din even know abt tis..
lols..
clara feels its too rush for me and them to finish ALL the audit..
cos..
besides me doing up the files..
they need to vet thru..
find those missing invoices..
and put it back..
i heard they need to send these files back to london..
lols..

so..
clara was hoping i can stay for a few more weeks..
cos peggy told her i will be going for a trip after tis assignment..
and well..
of cos..
i've agreed to stay..
hahaa!
cos anyway..
even if they dun ask me to stay..
i might ask them if they stil need ppl..
if not..
i will go find another job til i leave for US..
i need money for my shopping!

and clara was telling me..
it will be difficult if they find another person..
cos since i'm here..
and i've started doing this audit from the start..
i'll know the things better..

but i'm scared..
i've made alot of mistakes..
hope i wun get scolded..
lols!

tis is one of the kbox pic we took the other dae..
grabbed from yuki's blog..
quite a nice pic..
=)
we tried many times before its perfect..
its either..
no head..
no eyes..
half of the face is gone..
or one person missing..
lols..
stil din mange to get the full set..

ahh..
tis pic is soooo..
so antique!
nice!
taken by ME!
so proud of it..
such a nice background..
nice atmosphere..
good photographer..
and of cos..
we've got handsome models!
tis was taken on a normal camera..
was quite surprised with the effect of tis pic..
and can u imagine..
we din take tis in the studio!
it was taken in one of the kbox room at MS!

i've aso taken some other individual pics for them..
shall upload it when i've gotten full set from yuki..

2007-03-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

tis post is written.. to conclude my 3yrs in RP.. ytd was graduation ceremony.. and i didn attend.. todae.. i saw the news on straits time.. i begin to feel abit regret.. not attending.. i will be collecting my transcript and everything.. next sat..

life in RP.. hmm.. i chose RP/ tis diploma.. cos it doesn require Science.. which i've got a D7 during O's.. i put it in the first choice.. and of cos.. i gotten in with no sweat.. lols.. i dun quite remb my orientation.. a whole dae session.. met some ppl.. dun quite remb them.. cos.. its only one dae..

first dae of sch.. quite excited and scare.. i wun know who i will be meeting.. how are these ppl? will they let lead me astray?? well.. i'm fortunate.. to meet peeps.. real nice.. and fun.. i always say.. my yr1 sem1/2.. is full of princess.. lols.. wina geraldine anlyn man yan idayu peeps i usually had lunch with when we are in tanglin.. i will always remb tom yum yee mee.. spagetti cultet.. ice milk tea.. this peeps.. makes me feel as if i'm stil in sec sch.. besides these princess.. alot other ppl.. realli makes my dae full of colour.. johnson qingxiang victor wei jun aaron xuan hui khairul kenny to name a few..

yr2.. we splitted class.. i went to a total new class.. no one from yr1 is in the same class as me.. but i meet nice ppl here too! marilyn jaslin arlina yi feng paul joey vicky (elmo) gabe zheng wei

soon.. we changed class again! i had marilyn and joey same class with me tis time round.. i met another kind of ppl here.. its not tt i'm implying they are bad or wad.. but.. i learn alot from them.. yvonne wendy michelle amy li li sandy marco andrew (ah-bai) an qi kim keng wee the so-girls class.. with limited guys.. we had chalet.. and it was fun.. we went singing.. we pon class go for dim sum.. tis is the class.. tt wake me up.. life isnt so fairytale.. i faced the harshness of reality..

yr3 sem1.. the semester i hated the most.. cos i changed class EVERYDAY but stil.. there are peeps who is love.. from my Marketing class.. devi.. she always know what i'm tryin to say.. and present it in a very beautiful way.. amanda.. noor.. Accounting class.. willie.. shukri (known as SHOOK) candice.. we always had so much fun in our Accounting class.. always so last min.. and making fun of our another team mate.. oppss... lols.. business stats.. and project management.. nahh.. i hate both class.. not the ppl.. but jus the class.. >P

yr3 sem2.. the final semester.. i woke up.. and its too late.. lols.. my daily grades are As and Bs.. i realli put in alot effort.. in tis semester.. yr3sem2 class.. is a malay village.. lols they can laugh like there's no tml.. shout across the class like there's no one there.. candice hui wen yun xian plus lots of malay girls.. whom i think i stil had difficulity in pronoucing their name.. they are fun.. quite competitive.. but i'm no weaklings either.. lols.. i jus felt.. i woke up too late..

ohya.. my CCA.. archery.. hui shan wan ting sam don PJ fun + fun + fun daes in potong pasir CC for training.. times we work hard for open house.. and our hard work paid off.. wan ting.. gotta a silver in one of the competition.. plus.. we had quite some members.. =) from jus the 5 pathetic of us.. to the so many now.. and it will be growing..

there are many ppl i would love to thank.. the list is endless.. everyone.. who once passed by my life.. whether you have taken me for granted or not.. you are appreciated. you peeps made me who am i now.. and i definitely love the ME now..

THANK YOU

2007-03-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

nope..
i'm not waiting for my youtube to load..
jus felt like writing..
there are lots to blog abt!
hahaa..

on sun..
i met zixue..
went to IT fair..
to get webcam..
we bought quite some things.
and yes..
we bought OUR webcam..
for the US trip..

zixue brought it home..
and we tried it out..
there are some problems with the grapic and sound..
its TOO laggy..
not sure why..
gotta check it out during the weekends..

we had BK for lunch..
after lunch..
we parted..

i went to meet metro peeps..

yuki
jun yang
alex
deren

they said..
the last time we met..
was 7mths ago..
hahaa..
and they described it as 牛郎织女

we went kbox..
i'm not quite willing to sing..
i'm not sure why..
end up..
we took lots and lots of photos!
many are my works..
shall upload it once i've the photos in my hands..
muahaaa..

after kbox..
we went over IT fair AGAIN
lols..
yuki wanted to get printer..
junyang wanted a camera..
alex wanted ipod..

i saw his fren there..
wanted to get business for her..
but alex not sure abt buying..
and end up..
he didn buy..

so..
yuki's the only who got her things..
so we had to carry the printer for dinner..

recently..
yuki had cravings for pizza hut..
so we had it for dinner..
we talked alot during our dinner..
its like..
old frens..
and i know..
no matter wad..
they will be there for me..

i tot they wun go off so early..
but we parted at 8plus..
dun feel like gg home..
went to bus stop..
and hop on whichever bus come..
133 came..
i took..
thinking i might end up in amk..
end up..
i alight at bendemeer area..
took 31 toa payoh..

i went popular..
get super glue..
for my shoe..
the flower on my shoe dropped off..
my sis asked me go get super glue..

got a ballpoint pen for work..
and 2 ezlink cover..
one for me..
one for my mummy..
cos i threw away hers..
its torn!
lols..

i wanted to get coffee for my ride home..
i realised..
toa payoh interchange no more coffeebean or starbucks!
end up..
i got myself..
mocha milkshake from macs..
sound so pathetic..
BOO!

took 139..
but i stil reach home rather early..
i reach home..
ard 10plus..
15mins before 11..
i tot i wld reach home after 11..

i was msg-ing him all along..
and we talked abt our family..
as in..
family members..
tis is the first time i heard him sayin abt his family members..

there goes my sundae..
w/o any good rest/slp..

went to work on mondae..
as usual..
clara, the girl who is supposingly looking after me..
wasnt here..
she's on MC..
she took leave last thurs and fri..
so i was handed over to dorothy on thurs..
den..
on fri, dorothy took leave..
so i was handed over to carol on fri..
lols..

but i was busy..
damm busy..
with all the audit and filing..
plus endless photocopying..

todae..
i almost destroy an copier..
lols!
the paper is jammed in the copier..
and i was sweating like hell..
cos i didn dare to pull the paper out..
they are reciepts pasted onto A4 paper..
and somehow..
it deteched from the A4 paper and got jammed in the copier..
many ppl walked passed me..
and i was soo paiseh..
end up..
i dun care anymore..
i pulled the reciepts out..
and luckily..
the copier is stil working fine!
lols..

clara is back todae..
i think she went hongkong disney since last thurs..
and guess wad..
she bought me things..
i wasnt sure wad was it..
i left it in the office..

cos..
i'm not sure if its for me..
cos i was in the fax room..
doing my photocopying..
and when i went back to my desk..
there tis minnie container and a very cute biscuit on my desk..
so i suppose its for me rite?
hahaa..
lets see what they sae tml..
lols..

i actualli took pics of my desk..
my company toilet..
and other random pics of the office..
shall post it up once its transfer into my lappy..

did i mention my company has free flow of coke?
lols..
their fridge is FULL of coke..
and diet coke as well..
and ribena..
those concentrated de..
they had a nescafe machine aso..
a coffee machine..
water dispenser..
and microwave..
a very well design pantry..
shall take a photo of my pantry some dae..
secretly..
lols..

tis company..
its not i enjoy the work..
but den..
their peeps are nice..
i suppose..
hahaa..

ohya..
i'm working in GMAC GRS
Global Relocation Services..
its a sort of HR company..
quite interesting..
and was related to what i've learnt in RP..
its helps to relocate expats..
means..
for example..
i'm from singapore..
i'm transferred to taiwan..
my company will help you settle down in taiwan..
different ppl handle different company..
i think our biggest client is HP..
there are alot of staff under HP team..
and i'm one of them..

ohh..
i'm tired..
after all tis typing..
hahaa..
its an long entry!
shall update abt US trip maybe..
tml?
we shall see..

2007-03-11T09:07:00.000+08:00

ytd went out..
was quite ok..
he was late..
for 20mins..
i went ahead to buy tix..
walked ard The Cathay..
til i wan to fall aslp..
cos..
tt dae..
i only slept for 3hrs..

anyway..

when he reached..
wanted to go for dinner..
but dun feel like eating..
so we went for dao hua..
hahaa..
reminds me of my previous bf..
the first time i went out with my ex..
he also bring me go eat dao hua..

after dao hua break..
we stil got like 1hr plus..
so we walked ard The Cathay..
AGAIN..
we took excalator up to the top..
den took lift down to the basement..

hahaa..

their basement is full of food..
but dun feel like eating..
so we go for a drink..
i had ice lemonade..
he had ice honey lemon..
we couldn finish the drink..
so we smuggle the drink to cinema..

we had the very side seats..
we watched pursuit of happyness..
its was so-so only..
maybe is bcos i'm tired..
but he keep yawning..
den fidget around..
lols..
dunno wad he wan aso..

after movie..
chiong to toilet..
answer the call of nature..
lols..

i was hungry..
cos i din take dinner..
so we went for supper..
he bring to river vally there..
for indian food..
i had maggie goreng and ice teh tarik..
he had bee hoon goreng and bandung..

i noticed something funny..
the person served me bandung instead of my teh tarik..
hahaa..
den i start to wonder..
it is so sterotype..
girls drink bandung?

food was quite long..
cos it was crowded..
the food came..
its was hot and spicy..
and both of us start to sweat..
lols..

while eating..
we saw his friend..
i knew her..
she's frm qtss aso..
but not my clique of frens..
she wanted him to send her home..
cos they taking same bus..
but he refused..
reason?
he dun wan to wait for them..
cos they haven start to eat yet..
and we are finishing..
lols..
den he use me as 'shield'
say he need to send me home and blah blah blah..

den the girl started asking me..
whether he send me home before..
and i was like..
stun..
so i jus smiled at her..

we paid and left..
den he said..
she asked if he send me home before..
but its the first time we coming out..
lols..

actualli..
the most he did was..
acc me wait for bus..
last time..
i used to go cell grp with him..
at woodlands..
we will take 961..
stop at his hse..
and he will acc me wait for 153..

anyway..
he took another bus..
which the nearest bus stop din have..
so he had to walk to delta sports complex tt area..
he asked me..
whether wan him to wait for the bus with me..
or wan to walk with him..
so i decided to walk with him..
and he was telling me..
if the bus come..
i'll jus hop on the bus..

we walked to the fraser suite area there..
139 came..
so i went up and he continue walking..
lols..

my thoughts: quite worried.. we wun have anything to talk.. means silence the whole outing.. but can see he tried to pick some topic and talk.. but there are aso times where both of us is realli quiet.. but whenever i wan to say something.. he'll have something to say.. lols.. so most of the time.. he's the one started the talking.. i noticed he got double eyelid.. and i think when he's tired.. he got triple! lols.. we had some cute and funny conversation.. but aint gg into detail here.. he stil can make me happy.. like the way he used to..

will there be next outing? i'm not sure....

2007-03-05T20:59:00.001+08:00

while waiting for my youtube to load..
decided to blog..
since..
its like so long since i last blogged..
lols..

i've gotten a temp admin job..
for month..
GMAC..
Global Relocation Services Pte Ltd..
the peeps there are nice..
=)

fuji xerox did called me..
but..
too late..
i've taken up tis..

todae is the third day i'm working..
start to do abit of audit..
my purpose of tis job is audit..
hahaa..
sounds so difficult..
but actualli..
quite ok..
have to match the TX number..
but the tiring part is..
i need to photocopy 2 sets of all the invoices..
OMG!!
its hell alot..
and i need to file them..
oh my...

the person taking care of me is clara..
she is sooo patience..
so willing to teach..
when i got problems with the work she gave me..
she's always with this lovely smile..
she's always chasing me to go home and rest!
i nv stay more than 1omins after work!
lols..
i suppose..
she is a very nice colleague to have.. =)

anyway..
sat suppose to go for movie with him..
but end up nv..
one thing is back pain..
went for acupuncture in the morning..
but..
not tt recover yet..
secondly..
is i veri tired..
end up..
i fly kite..
like so bad..
i did aplologise..
i dun think he's angry..
cos he sae we shall go for tt particular movie next sat!
hahaa..

den sun went out with eunice and kelli..
outing was better than i tot..
went for movies.. shoppin and dinner..
watched music and lyrics..
its a nice show!
funny!
hahaa..
their conversation was so comical..
hahaaa..

we met at 2..
went to buy tickets..
movie is at 5..
so we went shoppin..
cos me and eunice have eat..
we went far east to get some finger food..
their drinks are nice!
=)

kelli wanted to get belt and shoe..
she did get the belt she liked..
but she din managed to get the shoe she wans..
end up..
i'm the one getting the shoe!
lols..
quite a pretty shoe i guess..
kelli bought some clothes aso..
and poof!
its time for our movies..
after movies..
we had crystal jade for dinner..
nice food!

tis sun having metro outing..
maybe a kbox session plus a night walk?!
hahaa
i'm not sure yet..
den the following week..
i'm gg zoo!!
yeaa!

2007-02-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

ytd nite..
i went an online job portal..
saw tis temp admin job..
the company is fuji xerox..
i had to send my resume straight to their HR department..

job scope:
mon to fri..
9am to 1pm..
6.50/hr..
temp for one month..

i felt its a rather cool job..
as in..
i will only have to work for the day..
i can do other things in the afternoon..
isnt it cool?

den i recieved a call tis morning..
a lady from fuji xerox called me..
said she recieved my resume..
asked if i'm comfortable with the stated time and etc..
of cos i said yes..
haha..
she called me down for interview..
supposely at 3:45pm..
but she called back and push it back to 4:30pm..
she asked me to go to their recep..
tell them my name..
and they will know what to do..
and i was thinking..
wah!
so cool ah..
lols..

anyway..
i reach before 4pm..
heyhey..
i got a good sense of direction..
i found my way there!
hahas!
i managed to find the building..
but i din manage to find their recep..
end up..
i went to their security..
lols!
he's a nice old man..
he lead me to fuji xerox recep..

and wow!
their recep lady..
so professional..
haha..
i told her my full name..
and told her i'm there for interview..
guess wad..
she passed me this!

i stun when i saw it!

lols..

it printed MY name!

haha..

i secretly took a pic of it..

lols!

anyway..

as usual..

i filled in the employment form..

waited for the person to interview me for like half an hour..

he asked very simple qns..

and i was thinking..

why ask me to come all the way down..

just to asked these few qns..

he did ask..

if i'm ok with full dae..

as in..

9am to 5pm those kind..

of cos i'm fine with it..

as long as..

i've got a job..

and i dun rot at home..

hahaa!

while waiting for the person to come over to interview me..

i recieved a call from an agency..

temp-team..

she called me a few days before..

regarding some jobs tt might suit me..

i guess i'm not shortlisted for those job..

tt's why she nv call back again..

anyway..

she called..

ask if i'm stil looking for job..

she had one temp admin..

think its for one month..

at temasek tower or something de..

din hear carefully..

she sound so friendly..

haha..

but i dun think i've any chance of getting those job..

after inteview..

i din know how to go home from there..

so near yet so far..

hahaa!

i went to the nearest bus stop..

see wad i can take..

end up..

i took 75..

to marina centre..

hahaa!

i saw the shi lin crispy chicken..

felt like eating..

and i went up to buy..

guess who i saw?

hahaa..

FIONA!!

she gave me such a big hug!

lols..

actualli..

her bf was standing behind me..

and i felt someone is behind me..

like so close..

i turn back and stare at him..

and i move to one side..

den i suddenli heard a female voice talking to him..

den i look up!

its FIONA!!

hahaa..

chatted awhile..

exchanged hp numbers..

so unexpected to see her there..

she's stil as cute as ever..

we parted..

i took 111 home..

changed bus..

132..

waited for 132 for soooooooooooooooooooooooo long!

hahaa..

decided to go get a haircut..

went for wash and cut..

15bucks..

i asked for lady boss to cut..

i trust her skills..

another lady wash for me..

and she wet my shirt!

haha..

i think its not the first time le..

i told lady boss..

i feel like cutting short..

i asked for her opinion..

well..

i'm quite happy with what she had done...

she trimmed my fringe as well..

very nice..

hahaa..

but i think..

tml i wake up..

it will be in a mess..

lols!

tml gg US embassy..

for the visa interview..

but had to go down novena to collect the interview letter..

so..

i had to wake up early tml!

hahaa..

fri might be gg on a date..

lols!

A DATE!!

hahaa..

but nothing is confirm yet..

i told him..

we should catch a movie before i leave for US..

he said ok..

and i tot..

hmm..

it wun be so soon?

hahaa..

ytd we were msg-ing..

he was telling me he having lights-out at like 6pm?

he said it was the best time to catch movie..

cos think they can come out or wad..

but the thing is..

the movie he wan to watch..

dun have timing..

so end up..

ytd nv go watch..

he was telling me..

he fri off..

so booking out on thurs..

so might be gg movie one fri..

MIGHT..

lols..

everything felt so weird..

hmm..

sat i'm having family outing?

haha..

not sure yet..

morning maybe go acupunture with mummy..

den acc mummy to CC..

for the work bonus thingy..

den maybe me, my sis and mumm...

gg for the korean bbq thingy..

dunno lah..

not i pay can le!

hahas!!

sundae..

might have outing with eunice and kelly..

but..

nothing is confirm yet..

hais..

if e outing is confirm..

i think its the best time to catch up with them..

esp eunice..

like sooo long nv see her..

since..

i aso dunno when...

jus..

so long nv see her..

ohya..

might be gg zoo in march..

maybe the same clique who went kbox..

plus some other peeps aso?

but nothing is confirm til further notice..

lols..

hahaa...

tis blog entry is soooooooooooooo long...

2007-02-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

recieved 2 calls today..
but..
i think not much hope..

anyway..
todae..

so pissed off..
waste my time and money only..
there's tis guy call philip..
i think he's in charge of the CE..
he called me todae..
sae i did not complete my CE..
the thing is..
is they NEVER update the CE..
NOT me!
he asked me to come down to settle by tml..
if i nv settle by tml..
i will have to wait one more semester to collect my cert..
WTF loh!
fine..
he tell me rubbish...
i have to help myself.. etc..
WTF!
i send email to the workshop incharge and linda cheong..
end up..
i chiong cab down..
aiya..
too long to type whole wad happen..
in short..
RUBBISH!!
they got a very bad system..
argghh!!

so now..
i think it should be settled..

super upset..
dun feel like writing liao..
>P

2007-02-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

wed outing wasnt as fun as it should be..
i saw the changes..
anyway...
most of the duet songs are sung by me and qili..
so like a mini concert of ours..
haha..
i wonder when will be the next kbox outing..
i wanted a zoo trip..
but..
too many things to consider..
too many things to take note of..
why make myself go through such trouble..
and i guess..
no one will appreciate..
so i'll jus shut up..

slacking this few daes due to period..
HOWEVER!
a lot of things are waiting for me to be done..

i've yet taken pictures of the things need to be auction..
my sis wan me to get it done before i leave singapore..
hmm..
intend to start like.. tonight?
haha..
cos i've got lots of things to be taken..
lucky i love taking pictures..
else..
it will be a chore..

my room is getting messy..
shall start cleaning and packing again..
took back quite some clothes from my aunty place..
shall pack them in my wardrobe SOON..
lols..

have to get a job asap..
to earn some expense for my US trip..
am sending out alots of emails..
i do recieve calls..
but..
no one cfm me a job..
=(
i shall try harder!

have to get the show into zixue's harddisk..
its so tedious!
dunno why..
my sis desktop cant read her hd..
i'll have to do the long way instead!
i've to transfer it to my hd..
put it inside my lappy..
and den transfer it to zixue's hd..
and the thing is..
when i try to transfer to my hd..
my sis desktop starts to hang!
shall get it fixed asap..

things isnt going veri smoothly..
todae..
my internet connection is gettin so crappy!
argh!!
lets hope things will get better.. *cross fingers*

*i dreamt of him ytd..

2007-02-21T02:09:00.000+08:00

zixue and me..

dunno since when..
i celebrate cny with zixue..
it used to be with kelli, eunice and jiahao..
one yr..
cny even clash with jiahao's bdae..
we went tis horrible jap restaurant..
memories..
all these are jus memories..
never again..
things change..
feelings no longer there..

anyway..

zixue came my hse ard 10plus..
stay awhile..
took cab to her hse..
hang ard..
took bus to MS..
we book movies tickets long ago..
2 show in a row..
jus follow law, 1.55pm..
norbit, 4.20pm..
man!
it IS tiring!
and..
lucky we book the tickets..
we got the middle seats..
and when we were there..
the tickets are selling fast!
both are nice shows..
=)
funny!

a sudden saddness in me..
perhaps pms..
i dunno..
its 2am in the morning..
later having sushi buffet and kbox..
with zixue, kelli, qili, marcus and cheewai...
but..
for the very first time..
no kick for sushi..
not veri looking forward to kbox session...

i realli care what she say..
i try not to..
but..
is she implying i'm gg to lose her as a friend?
she got no time for gathering when she starts to work?
i cared b'cos i suppose she is my best friend..
i suppose..
but i guess..
i guess...
things will nv be the same...
neverr...
=(
lets hope later the guys will be able to cheer me up...

*the more i let go... the more he cared for me.. should i be happy cos i let go or should i be upset cos he cared?

2007-02-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

while waiting for my youtube to finish loading..
i decided to blog an entry..
since..
its like ages since i last blog..

=)

hmm..
ohya..

HAPPY EVE OF CHINESE YEAR EVE!!!

lols..
it sounds lame..
but ya..
hope everyone will enjoy tis holidae..

ytd nite..
i realise my lappy kana trojan..
so upset..
and wads worst..
its in the D drive..
usualli its e C drive tt's affected..
so now..
no pt i backup my data..
cos..
if my data is infected..
den when i load my data back to D drive..
it goes back to square one..

i slept at 3am tryin to fixed the trojan..
but i gave up..
lols..
cos my lappy starts to get VERY lag..
>P
den tis morning..
chiong cab to school..
i've got 2 worries at first..
the IT-helpdesk is not opened..
and they refused to reformat for me..
but guess wad?
hahaa!!
obviously i did manage to reformat my pc..
and tt lady who helped me to reformat is real nice..
i keep askin her stupid qns..
and she patiently ans my qns..
=D
and now..
my lappy is FRESH!

and i've got all programs installed..
macromedia..
ms office..
and guess wad..
i've installed 3 anitspyware/adware programs..
LOLS!!
AVG..
spybot..
adware..
super kiasu..
lols..
but no choice..
cos i must make sure tis lappy will last till....
.... i get a new one in like.....
..... 2 yrs time?
i'll take good care of my lappy..
i *promise*.

i'm considered done with my new yr shoppin..
there's one more thing i didn buy..
a nice handbag for my outfit..
BOO!

maybe...
maybe....
maybe.....

i'll get one at chinatown tml?
haha!
anyway...
am very happy with this yr's shoppin and my 'zhan li pin'
lols!

i've got one dorothy perkins' jeans..
one dorothy perkin's pink top..
one jeans skirt.. above knee-length de..
one addidas orange top..
one newbie purple top..
lots of bras(5) and undies(countless).. LOLS!!
den bought one flower wedges.. open toe de..
one scarf hairband.. red and cream prints..
3 fbt shorts.. red, blue and black..
and ya..
tt's abt it..
LOLS!!

i love my flower wedges..
and its only 18.90!!
i saw one at dunno which shop..
its 23.90..
supposingly..
tt wedges cos ard tt price..
den i wen D&C..
it cost 18.90!!!
and they got big size..
hence..
i bought one home!!
not only this..
my sis and mummy thinks its nice too!!
muahahaa~~

think my youtube is done..
i'll end here..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

2007-02-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

hahaa.. yupp... i've cut myhair.. look soo different from the past me.. muahahaa.. and i find it cute! lols.. obviously i'm not saying me.. i'm refering to the hairstyle..

my uncle passed away.. 3rd relative of mine whom passed away this year.. first is my grandma.. my mother's side.. den is my 4th aunty.. my father side.. now my uncle.. my father's side.. argh! i dun feel upset when ppl dies.. so am i considered heartless? i don't think i am.. >P

for the very first time.. he brought his hp with him to his field camp.. for the very first time.. he continued to msg me when lights off.. for the very first time.. he cared if he replied me.. i dunno wads the change in him.. many times, he dropped me a msg first.. tt's not the usual him.. there's a change in him.. for better or worst? i dunno.. but i definitely dun wan him to care for me now and awhile later.. he suddenly decide to disappear in my life.. i hate it!! >P

tml having 2 workshop.. to clear my CE pts.. 930-1230, SAP workshop.. 1.30 to 5, MYSQL & MSSQL workshop.. in total, i'll earn 6 CE pts.. in other words, tml i cant slp all i wan.. BOO!

off to my lala~ land.. tml gotta wake up early.. =)

Counting down.. 99 days..

2007-01-31T23:38:00.000+08:00

nope.. i didn get my slp..
its always nv enough..
no matter how much i slp..

didn take HR ut 4..
somehow decided to skip..
dun ask why..
there's no reason for it..

slept at 4am..
woke up naturally at 1030..
actualli set my alarm at 1100..
but anyway..
went to meet zixue..
help her with her stuff..
i dun think i can sae much abt it here..
cos i know tooooo many ppl is reading..
anyway..
zixue jiayou!

i've booked the tickets..
leaving on 10 May..
will be having transit at taipei when gg over..
will leave frm san francisco on 20 sept..
but will be stopping over at taipei..
so i'll be back in singapore on 27 sept..

am deciding to open a new blog..
to record my life when i'm away..
i'll be bringin my lappy over definitely..
most probably will share webcam with zixue..

after zixue finish her CRM..
we'll do a checklist for out trip..
=)
words cant describe how i feel..
mixture of happiness.. anxiety.. fear..
99 days before i leave..
will be counting down..

tml is week15 of HR..
HR is my day2 class..
lesson ends at week 16..
so soon..
3yrs of poly..
is ending..
will i miss poly life?
nah..
there are definitely nice memories tt i'll keep in my heart..
but i wun miss poly life..
i've made lots of frens..
and i've also seen the ugly side of ppl..

but as compared..
i'm fortunate tt there's not really ups and downs that hinder the progress of my studies..
perhaps..
FYP?
haha!
ppl i've met are nice..
there may be ppl backstabbing me..
but..
thankfully..
i've heard none..
keep me in the dark..
i wun wan to know..
thanks.

reflecting the 3yrs..

i've learnt alot during the 3yrs..
if u ask me any regrets?
well..
studies wise..
nope..
i dun regret the grades i will be getting..
i know my limits and i know where i stand..

relationship wise..
i think..
i did stupid things..
haha!
i didn treasure the one who is real nice to me..
wonder how he's doing now..
i'm the one who made tt decision..
i wun regret..
but hoping the best for him.. =)

i had this crush on my senior..
haha!
and yes..
i did stupid things also..
wina should know best..
lols!
once in awhile..
i stil see him ard my place..

during the first yr of poly..i stil had this on-and-off thing for a ex-collegue of mine..but now..i'm confident to say..there's only pure friendship.. =)all the best for his studies in NTU!

its late..
shall continue my reflection other day..
=)

2007-01-31T02:36:00.000+08:00

i'm DEAD tired..
had the urge to blog...
but..
i'll do it when i wake from my slp.. =)

finished my weekly log and final RJ for FYP2..
this mark the end of my FYP! =)
congrats!!

shall share more things laterr..
*into lala land...

2007-01-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

i'm done with my fyp presentation..
for myself.. i think i did rather well as compared to last semester..
perhaps.. its bcos i knew my work..
*clap clap*
should have gone to celebrate todae..
but xue is rushing her crm..
my sis MIA..
think she's busy with her work too..
she promise me cheese fondue..
=D yummy!!
anyway.. i'm left with weekly log and last reflection journal..
plus 5 CE pts before i left for US!
yeaa!

after presentation i took cab home..
regretting why i came home for dinnerr..
wanted to eat good food!
but anyway..
i tried to msg him..
realise i'm unable to msg..
cosss..
nv pay hp bill!
lols!
so after dinner..
went to pay hp bill as well as return library book..
den went nutc..
wanted to get some tibits..
cos my dinner was sucky...
guess who i saw?
i saw willie!
haha..
he's working as promotor ther..
he saw me and pretend he nv see me!
wad and the wad loh..
we chatted for awhile..
abt fyp aso.. den off he went for work..

ohyaa.. LOUIS KOO movie is OUT TODAY!!
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
lalaaa~~
waiting to see when xue is free..
definitely after fri..
calling out to xue~ i wan watch movie plus dim sum buffet!!
but before that..
must buck up on all of ur projects..
its your turn to work hard before we leave for US!!

ohya..
i went library and borrow books..
2 book on san francisco..
one storybook..
its call "Alphabet Weekends"
hopefulli its nice..
wanted to start reading books again..
suddenli have the urge..
perhaps its bcos the stress and tension is gone..
i mean.. "put down the stone in my heart" yea?

ytd went to watch movie with shan..
think its the first time we watch movie together?
kungfu mahjong 3..
pretty funny..
we went toa payoh.. and guess wad?
the cinema only got 7ppl!
lols!
so shiok..
think we're the ones laughin the loudest.. lols!!
wanted to bring shan for dim sum buffet..
but i dun think we can make it..
so we drop off at toa payoh...
was wondering what to eat..
i suggested suki buffet..
20nett..
its comparable to paris international..
jus that paris is obviously more classy and has more variety for food..

lalaaa~~
i'm off to do my RJ~

ohya.. not to forget.. peeps who wished my luck for todae's presentation..
-raymond
-zixue
-arif
-candice
-carrie tay

THANKS!!

2007-01-23T10:53:00.000+08:00

dun ever question me wad i've written in the blog
it irritates me

2007-01-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

todae is the submission of fyp2..
yup..
manage to make the system work..
with the help of team mates?
nah..
instead.. i manage to get help from my ex-classmate as well as current classmates..
realli like to thanks peeps who tried to help me with my login page..
leroy.. pestered by me at 1am..
lols!
nurul, geetha and justin..
a little move realli meant alot to me!
once again,
Thanks Peeps!

ohya..
must thanks my team mates for todae's class, sales management..

geetha
qassrina
nurul
justin

with them doin todae's work..
leaving me doin my fyp without worries..
YOU PEOPLE ARE GREAT!!

last but not least..
many thanks to....

my sis
raymond
xue

for ur moral support.. =)

HOWEVER

i am stil very pissed off..
if u can't do what you promise,
den DON'T PROMISE!
pls think before u raise your voice
who are you to get agitated?
you didn complete what you are suppose to..
what rights do you have to raise your voice?
if u aint gg to listen to what i say and get the things inside your head,
why should i repeat?
why should i waste my time?

i can jolly scream at top of my voice
i can throw my temper
but end up
i have to be the middle person to calm you two down
why do i have to do such jobs?
HELLO?
you peeps are older than me..
this is the way you guys handle things?

this is the team you guys chose
don't show me ur attitude face
-pissed-

let's be thankful that's it over.

well.. beside fyp..
i guess there are stil things i'm happi about..

i score A for sales ut3..
unbelievable rite?
so proud of myself..
i believe there's not moderation..
cos my raw score is 27/30..
=)

if there's no hiccups..
i'm be leaving for US on 8May..
will be back..
in, i guess, end of sept..
i stil haven let him know yet...

2007-01-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

想一個人，需要衝動的感覺
思念一個人，需要深刻的烙印
接近一個人，需要滿懷的誠意
愛上一個人，需要十足的勇氣
放棄一個人，談何容易
感情是一種付出，而不是一種得到

2007-01-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

happy belated CHRISTMAS and NEW YEAR!

had my PP presentation todae in e afternoon..
and jus not long ago..
i recieved an email saying i've passed!
yea!

i went SIAC last wednesday..
i went is cos of CE pts..
one trip earned me 2NDA..
jason, the fac in-charge of tt trip, email us..
said tt he had updated e CE pts..
i went to my admin and check..
well~
e pts are updated..
and guess wad..
i only left with 5 pts before i complete CE!
CONGRATS me!!
i'm determine to earn 5pts asap..
provided the sch organise decent talk..
haha!
decent in a way..
related to me?

AND

i also recieved a news..
FYP submission date postpone!
instead of 18 jan..
its postpone to 22 jan!
i hope to finish most of e codings by tml..
=)
hopefulli.. i'm able to pull thru this stupid FYP..

i'm so happy todae!
3 good news!! =)

was quite upset the other dae..
thus i din blog for so long..
cos i scare i might sae wrong things..

friends -
i felt someone had came into ur life.. and i know tt's wad u want.. i din ask.. cos u din seem to wan to sae.. recently.. i decided to keep my mouth shut.. cos u seem not interested.. my tots are running wild.. i din wad to do.. or i'm jus being too sensitive?

team mate -
peeps.. i not sure if u guys will be reading this.. but.. at times.. i'm realli very pissed off.. why cant u guys be more responsible.. or should i sae.. more initiative?? the project is not just done by me.. i'm definitely not codings pro.. if we decided to keep our mouth shut.. i guess we gotta prepare to flung this project.. i'm hoping promise made are done/fulfil.. we need to unite.. cos i definitely dun wan to retain bcos of this stupid 'A**H***' project..

him -
i hate it when u appear as and when you like.. it has been 3yrs.. how long more can we take a step from where we are now?? or are we meant to be what we are now? i'm not sure how long more can i stay by ur side like wad i did now.. i stil din let him know abt the trip after my graduation.. 4 months out of singapore.. what will we be like by then? i wonder... ...

2006-12-30T18:20:00.000+08:00

had a 'post' christmas celebration on 26/12/2006..

actualli not realli post christmas celebration ah.. lols..

its jus a simple kbox outing..

6 of us went..

me, zixue, kelly...

qili, marcus, chee wai..

it was fun singing duet with them...

a different experience as compared to 2 ppl.. =)

zixue said we had more videos..

but due to unstability of internet..

she onli manage to upload 4..

the above clip is xuan zhe.. =)

2006-12-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

todae is a bad day for me.. =(
leg is stil as aching as ever..
i cut myself with wrapping paper..
wtf!
is between my left thumb and left first finger..
its jus so wtf..
and it bled twice..
the worst thing..
i'm having a splitting headache..

i'm so pissed of when my mum start scolding me when i told her i'm having a headache..
i've got so much things wanted to share with her..
and its so wtf when she starts rattling and nagging on..
blaming me for causing the headache..
who the earth wants to have headache..
WTF!!!!
i'm so angry and i said straight into her face..
i'm not going to talk to you!
and off i walk to take my bath..

its jus a bad dae for me.. >P

i'm looking forward to the kbox session.. hopefulli it will be successful! *winks*

2006-12-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

after 3 days of work, i had 2 days off..
which is friday and saturday..
spend my friday resting..
haha!
woke up 10plus..
had breakfast..
hang around.. watch movie...
ard 12plus.. i went to sleep..
lols!
i slept till 4plus almost 5..
but..
its like.. rest is nv enough..
haha!!

saturday..
had dim sum with xue..
again!
haha!!
this time round..
their food are fast and piping hot!
yummy!!
i had craving for dim sum again...
went to bras plaza's popular to get a file to hold all my paper..
or should i say..
important documents?
wadeverr..
after popular we head down library..
was reading travel guide on California and San Francisco..
so chimilogy..
after library...
we head down bugis..
had bk for dinner..
after dinner had coffee!
xue was so funny tt dae..
lols!
spend some time there filling up some documents..

todae sundae..
went back to work..
leg wasn't tt aching..
think i'm used to it le...
had beef ball noodles for lunch..
had XXL chicken, goyza and passion green tea for dinner..
and guess wad?
i'm hungry now!
lols!

tml off day..
boss wanted me to go down for work..
i decline..
cos.. i got things to settle..
and now..
i'm worried tt i'm not able to settle those things..
ppl..
pls pray hard tt i'm able to settle my things..

msg my fyp team mates..
its time we come together and do something..
was wondering..
if i nv msg them..
does tt mean they are not gg to be bothered abt it??
hmm..
*deep in thoughts*

2006-12-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

YES.. MY LEGS ARE STIL ACHING!

food i ate todae..
1. cheese fries + regular pepsi
2. crispy noodles (seafood) + ribena
3. XXL Chicken + Passion Green Tea

feel like eating mee pok now..
and its 11.59pm NOW..
where on earth can i get mee pok..
>P so upset..

todae start work at 11am..

BUT!

i end work at 10pm..
reach home close to 11 le..
super sian.. >P

my boss call me mushroom specialist..
lols!

there is desktop lamp which is in the shape of mushroom..
it comes in 4 colours; pink, blue, green, yellow
it works on 4 AA battery..
the good thing abt it..
.. is that it also has a USB plug..
so you can actualli put in on ur desk..
and plug it in to ur PC or laptop..
power of the light is good..
its confirm that its bright enough in the dark..

and tt's wad i told all of my customer..
and i think i managed to clear quite some of the stocks..
there one lady..
guess wad..
she bought...
2 pink..
2 yellow..
and 2 green..
she didn't take the blue..
cos the light didn stand out like the rest..
i think..
if the blue one works like others..
most probably she'll take 2 blue too!
hahaa!

todae i close quite a lot of sales..
too bad..
i dun earn conmission..
hahaa!
tml supposingly off dae..
too bad..
i can't slp all i want..
>P

nowadaes youtube nothing to watch le..
so upset.. =(
the new version of 完全娱乐 le not nice de..
i onli like the sundae version..
谁最带种..
爱情经纪约 also not as good as the previous SanLih productions..
石头剪刀布..
so-so onli..
i dun like their graphic..
its somewhat like those in cinema..
supposingly it should be good quality ah..
but then..
i jus dun like.. >P
花样少年少女..
ella show..
i watch cos my mum like ella..
but compare all the 偶像剧..
花样少年少女 is one of the better one..
there's one more..
天使情人..
i dun intend to start watching at all..
all the ppl i dunno de..
onli got ming dao.. plus all the dunno wad models.. >P
so not nice loh..

i stil love my HONG KONG show!

well well...
he didn't msg me...

2006-12-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

BOO! MY LEGS ARE STILL ACHING!!!

todae end work later than ytd..
cos there's no one there.. >P
left at 945pm..
zixue was waiting for me..

I'M SO SORRY!!!

she came ard 5plus..
acc me for.. dinner?
guess wad?
its long john silver.. AGAIN!
haha!
i'm jus so in love with it..
muahahaa!!

i had mee sua for lunch..
yumyum!
den..
my fyp advisor suddenli call me..
scared me to death..
lolx!
i promise myself to work on my fyp...
... on my next off day..
which is next mondae..

ARGH!

i'm stuck with the connection..
between the SQL and asp..
super sian..
gonna continue reading books..
.. and try out myself..
i'm waiting for my team mates to come back~~

ohya..
supposingly..
i'm having off day tis fri and sat..

BUT!

i'm working tis fri and sat.. =(
its a marketing research company..
my job is to validate surveyors..

high pay..

easy job...

haha!
at least..
the job is much easier than the surveyor..
* winks *

guess wad?!
i'm having durians for supper todae!!
yummy yummy!!

LEGS STILL ACHING!!!

2006-12-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

"... However, we have been informed that all of you have been offered jobs at Santa Cruz for next summer. "
*winks*

12/12 Tue: PCart 12pm - 9pm
13/12 Wed: PCart 11am - 9pm
14/12 Thurs: PCart 11am - 9pm
15/12 Fri: OFF DAY
16/12 Sat: OFF DAY
17/12 Sun: PCart 11am - 9pm
18/12 Mon: OFF DAY
19/12 Tue: PCart 11am - 9pm
20/12 Wed: PCart 11am - 9pm
21/12 Thurs: PCart 11am - 9pm
22/12 Fri: OFF DAY
23/12 Sat: PCart 11am - 9pm
24/12 Sun: PCart 11am - Closing

i'm working at hybridZONE.. =)
but my leg is aching.. =(
the boss is nice =)

my off days are on mon and fri..
can't wait for the next dim sum trip! i'm so hungry now..
had breakfast at home..
i reach CS 11.30am..
was supposed to start work at 12pm..
was wondering should i grab something to eat..
went ahead and had LONG JOHN SILVER..
their fries and chicken is piping hot.. =)
but too bad.. i'm in a rush.. didn't manage to finish e fries.. =(
reached there on the dot..
boss put me at pushcart..
she went thru products tt were at the pushcart..
tis is rather easy.. =)
she went off and left me with her elder sis and e elder sis son..
oh man.. they are quiet!
my boss came back ard 2plus close to 3..
they chased me off to eat..
i had kopi peng, butter&kaya toast plus 2 half-boiled eggs..
BUT its expensive.. =( 4.20.. >P
actualli.. quite.. worth it? the toast is nice.. =)
went back to the pushcart..
business so-so..
made some mistakes..
boss corrected me in a veri nice manner..
she's patient!

BUT!

todae is onli the first dae..
gotta wait and see if she's realli tt nice! lolx!
my leg super aching!! ARGH!!
tml work starts at 11am..
need to leave home by 930am..
so i gotta wake up at least by 8..

HAI.. =(

he ytd msg me..
told me he gg for e last field camp for tis yr..
frm todae till thurs..
let's see if he msg me when he's back..
haha!
cos he did when he came back the previous time.. lolx!

legs aching and stomach grumbling.. =(

2006-12-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

todae met zixue to pass her e hard disk she asked me to buy for her.. plus her water bottle which was with me cos i forget to return it to her..

met her ard 12plus close to 1 at city hall mrt station.. i had this super caving for dim sum buffet.. we went ahead cos the last order supposingly was at 2pm.. when we reached.. we had to share table.. the food wasnt as nice.. the service sux.. >P so upset.. i had to wait so long before the stupid dessert was served.. argh! so piss off..

after brunch.. we walked over to bugis to collect my cheque.. we stopped at national library.. to borrow their toilet.. lol! their toilet is nice and clean.. =) continue our journey to bugis.. am suppose to go to burlington sqaure.. or plaza? wadeverr.. e building next to sim lim square.. on our way there.. i suggestedwe go expo.. lols! suddenli had this urge to go down..

after collecting my cheque.. which was like.. so pathetic small sum of money.. we went over to OG.. there is sales in Giordano.. zixue bought a grey 3/4 sleeve top.. there is a very deep V and i think you're suppose to wear a second piece inside.. i bought a halter-neck.. to go with an orange top.. when i reached home.. my sis said i should had gotten a smaller size.. i asked her to go change for me.. haha!

after OG trip.. we head down to expo.. and guess wad..there's john little fair! there was NO crowd and NO queue.. muahaa!! i think bocs todae is a weekday.. and we reached ard 4plus.. those who shop should be at work.. so.. no people!!

well.. zixue buy a lot.. but i think its worth it.. lolx.. i actualli bought 2 set of undies.. which was much lower than the price you will find outside.. and i bought some food! lols.. zixue bought like.. dunno how many bras and undies.. lols! but its realli worth it.. =) and she also bought mask and tt Ginvera thingy to remove blackheads and dunno wad.. lols.. well.. i'm jus not veri interested and skilled in such things.. lols.. anyway.. i think xue spend a bomb on this john little outing.. lols! but pls be assured tt its realli worth it.. =D

after john little outing.. we took train to pasir ris.. cos.. we dun wan to stand.. haha! super lame rite.. but.. its realli veri tiring.. end up.. we went back to bugis for dinner.. we had long john.. and it started raining.. zixue was telling me.. whenever we are at bugis.. it WILL rain.. hahaa.. i actualli notice abt it too.. think.. jus coincidence?? hahaa..

we finish our dinner ard 7plus.. we went over starbucks tt is newly open.. its next to the MEI ZHEN XIANG BA GWA.. lols.. we tot it would be crowd.. to our surprise.. it is empty! i think we are the second customer who came it.. i tried a new flavour.. peppermint dunno wad de.. e price quite steep.. $7.20.. i mean.. we usually drink will cos ard 5plus at most 6.. zixue told me is bcos of the 7% GST.. hahaa.. well.. i'm not used to the taste.. anyway.. we chatted till close to 11.. lols!

tt's how i spend my dae todae.. its has been a long time since i came out and play for so long..

waiting for my sis to send me e photo before i can submit my PP.. i'm finally done with my PP.. muahaa.. now.. had to clear my CE.. was waiting for some of my facs to update the pts.. think.. i need.. 10 more pts.. den was waiting for my work schedule to come out.. plus.. had to buck up on FYP.. haii.. am also waiting for the results for tt interview.. hopefully.. i'll get a reply frm them by tml..

i need motivation..

2006-12-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

11pm - 7am = cycling (ECP -> Esplanade -> SGH -> Chinatown -> Esplanade -> ECP) + prata + takin photos + gossip

tt's kelly's birthday celebration organise by eunice and me!! muahaa.. it was held on 1dec.. fridae.. which was kelly's birthdae.. me zixue and kelli met 630pm at bm interchange.. after sch i actualli chiong cab home.. cos.. if not.. no time do my RJ.. fri i'm having business and cyber law.. need to think how to write RJ.. reach home ard 4plus.. completed my RJ.. den decided to take a bath.. den went out to buy dinner for mum..

kelli den msg me sae she might be late.. after seeing her msg.. i msg zixue see where she is.. cos.. i damm hungry.. i onli take turkey sandwitch for breakfast and cupcorn for lunch.. nope.. i'm not on diet.. lol! asked zixue to acc me for dinner.. had shroom burger meal with upsize drink and add-on coleslaw.. muahaa.. kelli wasnt late.. she reached on the dot.. we took 16.. cos it was peak hr.. there was jam here and there.. >P we reach ecp close to 8.. took some photos on bus.. muahaa.. eunice reached 8plus close to 9.. qili managed to reach before 10.. rent bike.. went to the stage and cut cake for kelli!

eunice ordered a chocolate cake from awfully chocolate! yumyum!! we onli managed to take one grp photo.. =( there were 10 of us there.. me eunice kelli zixue wendy wenxu salleh qili cheewai marcus.. we ride to bedok jetty and chatted to wait for time to pass.. cos the night is still young.. there are still many cars out there.. we leave bedok jetty ard 10 plus.. and started out night cycling ride..

actualli it was still ok as compared to the cycling trip to pulau ubin.. cos at pulau ubin.. there are down slope everywhere! and there's no proper cement road for u to ride on.. its jus mud with stone.. but den.. 8hrs of cycling.. butt realli hurts.. >P palm is aching.. toes cramp.. but.. its stil worth it. =) ohya.. actualli.. my journey was considered smooth.. at first i'm one of the last rider.. den eunice and wendy is always the first 2 rider.. den either kelli or zixue.. somehow.. third rider became kelli.. me fourth rider.. den zixue.. cos we are on the road.. we have one person beside us.. i had either qili or marcus with me..

den when i was on CBD area.. ard lau pa sak there.. i was on this road.. marcus was right behind me.. den this stupid CAT.. trying to cross the road.. and this CAT was so careful looking ard to see if there's any car.. i was on the left most lane.. and second lane there was a taxi approaching.. this stupid CAT.. i think it feels unsure whether to cross anot.. and i was thinking to stop or to go ahead.. end up.. guess wad i did.. i rang my bell real loud.. and i think it scared that CAT.. and marcus was laughin.. lol! later.. he told me.. i scared the CAT and it quickly take its step back!

den.. there was tis road.. near i think singapore river.. or wadever river.. there is no lamp post.. and it was so dark tt i couldn see.. the person in front of me went took fast plus the backlight was fading.. so i coulnd see.. and yes.. marcus was behind me.. i told him i couldn see.. and asked him how.. and all thanks to him.. he gave me directions.. so i did NOT end up in a statue.. lol! there was tis statue taking up half of the road.. and i didn see it.. and i was riding on my left which where the statue was.. marcus keep asking me go to my right.. lols! if not.. think.. lol.. i wun be home safely..

LESSON LEARNT: keep left on the road.. keep away from the DUA KEE (cement truck or wadever vehicle that is BIG).. learn to jump off bike if anything happen.. AND make sure u jump on the correct side.. DUN EVER jump on the side where cars are going..

reach ECP ard 6plus.. suddenli had cramps on my toes.. eunice wendy and wenxu went off first cos they were looking for toilet.. i told the rest.. they can go off first.. i get zixue to acc me walk.. haha.. and they decided not to.. but the more they walk.. the more they wan to slp.. thus.. end up.. we ride slowly back.. plus singing duet.. lol! this include me zixue kelli qili and marcus.. lols.. din know they like to sing.. haha..thus.. decide to organise a kbox session in near future.. muahahaa!

i dun deny it is tiring.. but fun... =) but... i may think twice if there's another night cycling session.. i dun mind 2 - 3 hrs cycling.. but.. no overnight.. lol!

2006-11-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

no one seems interested in what i'm trying to say.. so why should i talk when no one is listening?

i tried telling you something.. u cut my words.. some things is at the back of my mouth.. till the end.. i held it back.. was i too sensitive.. or u changed? i'm sick and tired of trying to cheer you up.. i'm sick and tired of being happy when obviously i'm not.. so near yet so far..

why did things turn out this way? just one word.. and i'll leave.. i'll get out of ur life.. just tell me u dun need anymore.. and i'll go away..

2006-11-11T16:55:00.000+08:00

it has been a month since i last blog.. some may think one month is short.. howeverr.. many things happened during this one month..

fyp and deadlines are pushing me to a corner of the wall.. making me crazy.. i felt the stress.. but part of me stil refuse to start work.. i din know wad to do..

xue mummy hospitalise.. acc her.. wan her to know she's not alone.. =)

grandma pass away last sat.. 4th nov.. 1014am.. i saw her taking her last breath.. and there she's gone.. all my aunty came in tears.. say i'm heartless.. or wadsoever.. i din drop one tear.. nv.. i did.. at the very last moment when granny is pushed in to be burn.. 2 drops of tear? am i realli that heartless? i dun see why they should cry.. does crying bring her back? obviously it doesn.. and crying only make my granny wun be able to go more smoothly..

funeral ended on wed.. but tt's not the end of the story.. bast*** china man.. people are so money minded.. wad's in their brain.. jus take wad u are given.. you wan to snatch dead people's money? moral of the story: dun leave money for your next generation..

throughout the week.. i'm glad he's there when i need someone.. he mention things i din expect him to sae or remember.. thanks..

many thanks to people.. who are there for me.. zixue.. huishan.. huiwen.. wina.. and him.. thanks for the msg and everything.. =)

studies when quite smoothly.. uts aint tt gd.. C+ for mis and cyber law.. C for sales management.. b+ for hr.. but was aiming for A for hr.. ut2 grades think are coming out.. scared.. daily grades are Bs and A.. aiming to get an A for sales.. none from him yet.. others i've got at least one.. i will work harder.. =)

2006-10-07T21:22:00.000+08:00

after sunset is yet another sunrise..life goes on..

thurs was having this stupid cramp.. but no choice.. i've got business and cyber law ut1.. should not miss.. cos.. tt ut only consist of two topics.. hopefulli i'm able to do well.. i skipped friday's lesson.. human resource management.. cramp wasnt tt bad.. but.. jus wanted to rest.. guess wad.. i went dim sum buffet.. AGAIN.. yes.. again.. i'm not skipping sch cos i wan go dim sum.. I'M NOT! went with sis.. she paid.. haha.. wanted to pay her back.. but she said dun need.. went harbour front with her.. had coffee.. and went home.. suppose to have tuition.. but i called and cancel.. cousin asked me to go work.. i decline.. i just plainly stay at home and slack.. cos.. i know.. for the days to come.. i've got many things to accomplish.. life jus gets so difficult.. but i know it will end.. tryin to look at the brighter side.. =)

nowadays so hazy.. frens ard me.. pls take care of urself.. dun fall sick..

i applied for a work and travel in US.. waiting for their reply.. have to go thru interview.. if successful.. will head to US for minimum 2mths.. maximum 4mths.. sounds veri exciting.. but.. 4mths not in singapore.. first time so long away frm home? but first thing came to my mind was.. will i miss him? i dunno.. but nothing is confrim yet.. so no point worry so much right.. anyway.. this trip.. is after my graduation.. so.. its still long time before any decisions is made.. we'll see when the time comes..

if sunrise is the begining.. den sunset is the ending? should we be happy b'cos the arrival of sunrise.. or should we feel sad b'cos of the departure of sunset?

2006-10-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

arghh.. am so tired.. but stil waiting for my song to load finish.. 52% done.. hai.. should have just shut down my lappy just now.. why did i go start loading the song.. haiyoo.. i stil cant find the album xue want.. i'll try harder tml k..

had dim sum buffet again for brunch todae.. their fried rice and sweet and sour pork is so nice.. but i didn get to eat my fried chicken wing this time round.. they forgot my order.. =( walked ard after my brunch.. went to this fashion.. they are having sales.. i bought 2 skirts and 2 tops.. total cost 34bucks.. well.. i think its cheap.. haha..

so tired... din get to rest all i wan.. and its monday again.. having MIS.. siann.. will be doing fyp after class.. hope they will do work instead of playing.. i get to see how they dun wan do work and jus chit chatting.. hahaa.. let's pray hard k..

57% done.. how long more do i need to wait.. why cant it jus load faster.. antsholes.. >P

SUPER UPSET

2006-10-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

why everyone is the same.. once they've got their handphone on their hand.. they simply ignore me.. >P this is not the first time this kinda of thing happening to me.. argh!

todae finally gotta fulfil wad i wan to do.. eat crystal jade and kbox.. crystal jade is simply yumyum~ had fried shrimp dumpling + crabmeat corn soup + crabmeat fried rice for dinner with xue.. yummy! plus soya bean.. their soya bean quite nice.. total cost ard 34 bucks.. i'm gg back again!!

after dinner.. went mini-toons.. argh! so damm piss off.. their staff.. simply so rude.. i asked nicely.. with my nicest voice if they've got refill for this particular gummy.. this MALE staff.. look at me and say out of stock straight into my face.. kaos.. how could not have stock in your store? and HELLO! its a saturday nite and you are NOT refilling your things? AND they are talking about me IN FRONT of me.. this is not the first time i've having bad experience in mini-toons.. the other i was at changi's outlet.. i saw this burger gummy very cute.. so i bought like 4 or 5 for my kids.. and this staff said.. WAH! YOU BUYING SO MANY AH! wad the f*** lohh.. wads ur problem with me buying so many.. and guess wad.. the gummy taste like crayon.. so damm piss off..

you may think i'm kicking a big fuss out of it.. but HELLO! we ARE paying for their service.. shouldnt we deserve a better attitude? i'm in service line before.. and i HATE to be serve this way.. forget it.. people jus dun understand why i'm so upset abt it.. when i've got the time.. i'm gg to lodge complain..

it was stil early.. so we went kbox.. not too sure whether xue went willingly or jus to acc me.. seems like i've been making decisions the whole dae.. but it was actually super damm x.. 21+++ so long nv pay tis kinda of price le.. their male staff also veri sucky.. i wanted to updae my points.. he said so rudely into my face that they need to see the membership card.. cant you jus tell me nicely.. wad ur f***ing problem loh.. i'm able to update pts in other outlets and why not urs.. if urs is so special.. den write it somewhere where ppl can see.. arghh!

i went to Bum Equipment.. there was this trolley with all the clothes fold nicely and they put on sale.. so i picked up one and take a look.. i DID fold and put back NICELY.. this MALE staff (YEs.. MALE staff AGAIN) came up to me and tell me there is a display inside.. HELLO.. WHO PUT THEIR DISPLAY AT THE BACK OF THE SHOP?! they really got a problem with this.. IF YOU WAN TO PUT UR DISPLAY INSIDE DEN YOU JOLLY WELL WRITE IT AT UR STORE'S ENTRANCE.. wad's so difficult abt it..

todae.. i'm jus simply piss off.. mood is totally ruin.. THANKS to everything..

2006-09-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

had my first fyp2 meeting with my advsior, melvin goh.. he is a nice guy.. i can see he is of use.. unlike the previous one.. >P he gave us a detail but short overview of wad we are suppose to do.. i've got no doubts.. but perhaps.. as we discuss.. problems may arise.. hence.. we meeting up on mondae after sch.. within ourself.. to do up project plan.. dfd.. erd.. and discussion of how we gg to do it.. hopefulli.. tis isnt gg to be so tough.. =) lucky.. we can use aspx and sql.. no php.. he suggest we can use it.. but NO-NO..

after e meeting.. left me and shan.. huiwen went her art class.. i wanted to go kbox.. she suggest sakae.. we went CP.. found out tt there's no lunch buffet at CWP.. but theres one at sembawang.. but shan lazy to go.. cos no bus go home.. we walk ard CWP.. i suggested crystal jade.. i stil having tt craving.. but she seems not veri interested.. den we saw seoul garden.. hahaa.. and we went right in.. we paid the student price.. so.. nett price we pay is 15.. quite cheap.. cos.. last time.. when i go.. cost ard 20plus ba.. dun quite remb.. but i know its quite x..

however.. the food wasnt tt much of variety.. overall.. stil accpetable ba.. after lunch.. we went walking.. and guess wad.. we took neoprint.. haha! but wasnt nice.. cos. aiyaa.. jus not nicee.. haha.. we went arcade aso.. and it was fun.. i'm gg to get back there again.. muahhaaa..

tml i'm having business and cyber law.. week2.. time flies uh.. so fast its week2.. i suppose in no time.. i'm gg to gradute..

he decided to get out of my life once again..

2006-09-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

its now 1am.. i'm having my fyp meeting at 0930.. cool uhh.. and i'm not slping any sooner.. >P

the fyp meeting tt i'm gg to have.. marks the start of journey of my FYP2.. hais.. gotta go thru tis all over again.. shucks.. hopefulli later will be fine.. am wondering should i bring my lappy along.. *pondering*

i stil din have the mood to complete my PP.. i jus.. lack of so many words.. arghh! i jus dun have the sense of organisation when i'm doing things alone..

todae i had the craving for crystal jade.. but so sad.. din manage to catch any.. =( but had long john instead.. cos shan is not eating.. den me eating alone at crystal jade with her staring?! no thanks uh.. hope i can get it one of these days..

todae is my fourth dae class.. sales management.. think i screw it up.. hopefulli i'll get a decent grade.. cos.. i heard.. tis particular male fac.. is capable of giving F even if you sit in whole.. tis provided you din make any contribution.. why din i get sammy for sales management.. haii.. jus.. too bad..

overall.. i quite like all my modules tis semesterr.. unlike last semester.. everydae different class.. den stupid accounting and business stats.. after the first week.. i'm confident of doing well.. =) but i stil need encouragement.. *hinting*

am praying this semester.. things will go smoothly for me.. hai.. another slpless night.. think i should take sleeping pills.. so upset.. i tell shan i intend to take sleeping pills. guess wad.. she laughed at me.. =( perhaps is the tone when i'm telling her.. maybe she tot i'm joking..

shan.. if u're reading this. i'm not joking.. i'm realli having slping problems.. so pls dun laugh at me.. it hurts..

and to ppl out there.. dun ever laugh at others when they are seriously telling you problems.. you nv know wad they can do..

i'm still trying to myself out of this situation..

2006-09-25T19:46:00.000+08:00

i wrote a veri long entry the other dae.. and i accidentally deleted it away.. argh! not gg to re-write.. anyway.. tt entry is abt magazine review.. and it it realli veri long.. >P

did i mention business and cyber law is fun? i think i did.. beatrice release grades real fast.. the next dae i'm able to check my grades.. an average grade.. but i know i can do better..

second dae was human resource.. well.. carrie wasnt as bad as i tot.. but.. jus a little act cute sometimes uh.. haha.. overall.. stil acceptable.. the module was fun.. and team mates are ok.. i think my team is one of the best presentation done.. hopefulli i'm able to get a better grade.. however.. carrie din release the grades as fast as beatrice..

todae i'm having management information system.. anne tan is the fac.. oh gosh.. guess wad.. i nv ever see a lady fac sooooooooo talkative.. its to the extend.. when i wan to ask a qns. i'm always cut off.. imagine.. how she loves to talk.. she has a daughter ard our age.. so i guess she knows how to communicate.. the thing i dun like abt her.. is.. she is just too lor-sor.. i end my class after 4! this is so damm late loh.. lucky there's no tuition todae.. my team fairly well.. wina's fren.. stella same team with me. hui wen and yunxian.. stella manage to motivate me to work.. one part is bcos i dun wan to slack anymore.. i'm determine to score well for this semester.. i aim to get at least an average of 3.5 gpa.. which is a B+ .. tis is to balance off last semester.. and there are jus too many things waiting for me to complete...

2006-09-21T20:17:00.000+08:00

shucks.. how come every time sch reopen i'll fall sick.. always the same.. last semester i had this stupid flu ended up with block nose.. todae also.. argh!

ytd went eat dim sum with xue.. yummy! its dim sum buffet.. at peninsular there.. marco brought us there the other time.. lucky i stil can remember where it is.. so happy!! i love their fried prawn dumpling.. fried chicken wing.. mainly this two.. cant wait for the next time to go dim sum buffet again! one thing.. their service so idiotic lousy.. >P when we bill.. each of us paid only 13bucks!! wonder when can go again...

dunno why.. after the dim sum i keep sneezing.. non-stop.. hence.. right now.. have this stupud block nose.. ytd nite almost cannot slp loh.. cos cannot breath.. argghh!!

i check my time-table the other day.. this time round..i everydae same class.. =) so happy!! hip hip~ hurray!!! i'll be at E26A.. =)

Day1: BUSINESS & CYBER LAW
Day2: HUMAN RESOURCES MANAGEMENT
Day3: MANAGEMENT INFORMATION SYSTEMS
Day4: SALES MANAGEMENT

todae i'm having cyber law.. well.. i find it quite fun.. really.. hopfulli i can do well in it.. ohya.. my faciliator for this module is Beatrice.. she is a lawyer.. so cool right.. but right now she decided to stop practice law cos she wan pursue her Masters. So cool loh.. anyway.. she seems nice.. =) with all the theorys we have to know.. her lessons aint boring at all.. and i quite like the third meeting.. she wun pin-point you why did u put things you don't understand in the slides.. perhaps she know there are alot of chimilolegy terms which we dun understand.. anyway.. we shall see uh..

tml is human resource.. i think the fac is carrie.. personally.. i dun have a good impression of her.. anyway.. we shall see k.. hahaa.. i did learn bits and pieces of human resource during project management.. so.. this module shouldnt be a problem..

i knew some of my classmates.. the rest seems nice.. hopefully.. it is.. however, there is always expectional.. hahaa.. heard ppl saying abt this person.. i shall becareful.. muahhaa.. *evil laughter*

on my way home todae.. i saw keng wee and nur.. we board the same bus.. keng wee was telling me tt management information system.. is actualli abt... EXCEL! haha! so surprising right.. den on the bus he was telling me the difference between data and information.. all his little actions so funny lohh.. well.. at least it manage to brighten up my dae a little..

fyp2 allocation out.. i email the sup.. but he nv reply.. he better reply.. or else.......

2006-09-19T11:26:00.000+08:00

2254: diaox.. my oc just showed us the trainin prog for next 3 mths.. super siong..very much worse than wad we went thru..

Time will pass very fast de.. One blink you go ns 5mth plus le.. By the time you finish your course i also graduating soon le.. Haha..

2304: when u graduating? cant wait for tt dae to come sial

You can't wait for which day to come? Haha.. i think i will gaduate ard april.. I only study 4mth.. The rest holiday..

2318: cant wait for tt day when u grad and my course fully ended.. really lo.. i was nearly in a depressed mode jus now

2006-09-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

haii.. my other team mate recieve her grades for fyp le.. but i din.. so upset.. my heart jus felt so heavy.. fyp sup msg me asking me abt grades.. haii.. jus felt veri terrible.. wad to doo.. =~(

2006-09-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

let's pray tt tml will get betterr.. so many things happening.. for the very first time.. din know how to handle.. wanted to get help.. but i knew its useless.. wanted him by my side.. but i knew its impossible.. i simply hate wad it is now.. honestly.. i hate everything.. i hate to feel this unseen pressure ard me.. argghh! jus praying hard and hoping tt everytime will pass soon...

2006-09-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

i saw this bag the day before when i went shopping.. i realli like the bag.. the shittest thing is that its meant for right hander.. argh! i ask him for his advice.. he say if realli like den go ahead.. am stil thinking abt it.. hmm..

todae work for a dae for QC.. relatively easy job with good pay.. seriously.. of all the jobs i've worked before.. tis is the slackest job with good pay.. but dun think they will wan to ask me again.. lols.. so no confidence of myself.. jus feel that.. i din do as well? i dunno.. i'm veri concern on how ppl judge me..

so fast.. i only left with.. ard 2 weeks holidaes.. argh! todae is the call for selection for fyp2.. sian.. SUPER SIAN.. >P

2006-09-03T11:21:00.000+08:00

sometimes.. its not jus buy me a new shoe and i'll be happy.. sometimes.. somethings are just too late.. forget it.. no matter wad i sae.. you wouldn understand..

2006-08-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

好难过哦。。他传了一则简讯给我。。可是。。我明明就知道那则简讯不是要给我的。。虽然他没有明确地说是给谁。。可是看了内容。。满肯定。。不是给我的。。这样的事情不致发生一次。。而是好多好多次。。我情愿他都不跟我联络。。不喜欢这种感觉。。不喜欢似有非有的感觉。。好难受。。很多时候。。决定要重新过自己的生活。。可是。。少了他。。我的世界好像少了东西。。啊!!!

2006-08-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

todae marks the first dae of my holiday.. with no jobs.. =( todae nothing much to blog.. dunno where's the enthu to blog i used to have.. hai.. actually.. alot of things to pour out.. jus dunno how to sae.. tt's the characteristic of a Cancer.. i quite believe such things.. A Cancerian would not tell u what is happening to her until the thing is over.. tt's so mee.. hahaa..

i miss HIM .. yes.. HIM ... dunno how's he's doing.. sometimes.. its good to have someone mentally dependent on.. =) at least.. u got the motive to do things.. am i self-consoling..

2006-08-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

have the sudden urge to blog.. dunno why..

todae had a haircut.. quite satisfy.. tis is wad i wan.. =) it was cut by the lady boss.. and she really does know wad i wan.. muahaa.. and guess wad.. my 'ponytail' is thinner! haha.. cos i ask the lady boss trim for me.. total.. plus wash.. is 13bucks.. consider cheap le huh..

todae went for tuition at woodlands.. tt one ard my sch de.. today she's different from the past few lessons.. she seems more willing to work.. i'm actually wondering is it bcos she got a scolding frm her mum?? her mum seems like.. those type.. veri fierce de.. eekk.. dun like.. such parents.. no freedom to teach the kids.. tis student of mine.. being to know the importance of PSLE.. am quite relief.. that she has this alertness now.. =)

now is 1am in the morning.. later having tuition at 9.. at amk.. hai.. a bit regret why would i agree to go.. =( another of my rest dae is gone~~ i din know why the student sis wan to arrange the tuition laterr.. am quite scare something bad will happen.. i dunno... but its 9 in the morning!! argghh.. *hoping for the best..

confirm k-session with kelly on wed.. 2 to 7 de.. am looking forward to it.. =) and i have to cancel the tuition at amk.. anyway.. i'm actually not responsible for her sci.. cos she having science exams on thur.. tml gg to let her know wed i'm not coming.. heyy.. i need time of my own huh.. >P

todae went the bank with mum and sis.. open a fixed deposit with my mum.. tt's not the main pt i wan to sae.. hahaa.. cos mum needs to go to my grandma hse.. and i'm rushing for tuition.. hence i went home with my sis.. den we were talking abt my sch.. wad i've learnt.. and jus one more semester.. i'm gg to gradute.. i've to think for my future lee.. i'm not someone who likes to study.. hence.. furthering my studies full time is a no-no for me.. after the talk with my sis.. i know wad i wan.. and i will be working towords wad i wan.. =)

wad i'll actually do is start applying for jobs ard week 12 of my last semester.. perhaps.. after i gradute frm my sch.. i can start working and not waste time.. jus like wad i did when i finish o'levels.. =) and i will apply for part time degree course in 2007 intake.. and of course.. i know wad job i wan.. and wad degree to apply.. =)

perhaps.. its me.. i dun feel the need of a bf now.. was reading zx blog.. duno whether i'm the weird one.. obviously a girl would wan to have a stable partner.. but i like wad it is now.. perhaps i'm mentally dependent on him.. and i'm used to tis kind of feeling.. i dunno.. i'm jus the weird one when it comes to such things.. hahaa..

2006-08-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

it has been a month since i last blog.. and of course.. many things happen..

fyp done.. but total failure.. in terms of presentation.. its noody fault.. not blaming anyone here.. but i jus felt its total failure.. jus hoping will be able to scrape through with at least a passing grade? *crossing fingers..*

gg to have holis soon.. think is 3weeks.. am looking thru newspaper for some part time job.. till now.. no luck.. actualli did saw some jobs with attract me.. butt.. not in the mood to call.. hopefulli i'm able to get a job during holis within tis few daes.. soo in need of cash.. i'm broke! haha..

not much new clips on youtube.. so upset.. but i've watched 3 hk series.. haha! forensic heores, love guaranteed and when rule turns loose.. i LOVE the first 2.. third one.. so-so only.. quite disappointed.. cos i tot its will be more of able law.. when i finish the whole series.. its more of their family problems rather than giving information abt law.. like.. how they find their resources.. wad needs to be done before gg to court and etc.. they have trials.. but not veri detail.. conclusion.. DISAPPOINTED..

forensic heroes is pretty nice.. mainly abt forensic.. how they solve cases with all the testing and cutting up of the dead bodies (haha!) .. and guess wad.. the process of cutting up of the body is so real lohh.. i think tis one of the main reason why hk series is soo successful..

as for love guaranteed.. i watched cos got sunny chan!! haha.. one of my fav actor..i fall in love with him when he was acting in DIF IV.. so handsome!! hahaa.. too bad.. after tt he went to another station.. and recently he came back!! muhahaaa!! i think tis is the second series he shoot after he came back.. the first one i watch is him with jessica hsuen.. lao po da ren.. also veri nice.. though both is not mega production.. but stil.. its nice! ohya.. stil got one.. placebo cure.. sunny with teng li ming (joyce.. tt sanyuan lohh..) tt one aso nice.e.. hahaa..plus.. am watching smile pasta in youtube.. muahaa!

besides watchin series.. i stil had my tuition on-going.. the amk.. dunno wad to sae.. perhaps is she still young and did not know how to think.. when do i have the rights to go teach the parents wad to do right.. and i took a woodlands.. ard my sch.. think i did mention before.. but.. dun realli like tis one.. dunno why.. jus a feeling.. hmm..

todae when for a new one.. opp sun plaza.. is one is actualli the amk's third sis's husband's sister.. hahaa! complicated lehh.. hahaa.. she's sec4na.. was quite scare.. wad i mean is not sure wad her character was.. after today's tuition.. i found.. not as bad as i tot.. afterall.. she's sec4.. 16yrs old.. she should know how to to think.. and 2hrs pass veri fast.. =) this tuition fees is to be paid bi-weekly.. dunno why.. but its the same actually.. jus tt i'm able to see the money every 2 weeks.. haha!!

on my way home.. kelli msg me.. ask me go kbox.. we wanted to go the other time.. but din.. cos she budget last month.. haaha.. so cute right.. so purposely is tis coming wed.. have to see whether i can re-arrange my time.. hopefulli can go.. so long nv sing song lee.. =(

i have something to confess.. i had a huge crash on a classmate.. haha!! with him ard.. life seems easier to move on.. however.. its jus one-side crush.. hahaa.. so wun expect much out of it.. i stil can differentiate love and fatuation..=) hoping to be in same class as him for next semester.. but.. if same class.. doesn it mean.. i will contiune to have crush on him!? hahaa.. ironic.. btw.. i jus got his number not long ago.. hahaa.. lalalaa~~

was thinking abt Mr D the other dae.. seems so long nv 'happen' to see him.. den i went his blog.. after so long nv check his blog.. and guess wad?? he went army.. hahaa!! no wonder nv get to see him.. the last time i saw him was at woodlands campus.. i think is when i was gg home.. i was walking out of the school alone.. den i sae him walking in.. i think he did see me.. cos i saw him looking at my directionn.. haha! he was not botak tt time.. haha! however.. i saw his botak pic on his blog.. look soo different.. and.. think with hair he more handsome.. haha!

am realli happy when He remember when is my presentation.. and wish me good luck the night before.. when i told him my advisor called.. he need to see me abt the fyp and wun not tell me wad happen.. am realli happy when He msg and asked me how was it tt veri night after i saw my advisor.. though it may mean nothing.. but am really happy...

*He is not the classmate who i have a crush on..

pheww.. finally finish wad i wan to write.. tis entry is realli longg.. hahaa..

2006-07-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

oh well.. friendster is a very good place to see ur frens latest update.. however.. sometimes.. you'll bump into things you don't even want to know it even exists at all! >P

din go school today.. again.. and this is the fourth time i've skipped project management.. if i ever skip the fifth.. well.. means i've to retake module.. and my cert will be damm ugly.. argh! this dun-feel-like-going-to-school feeling is back again.. however.. i did went to attend accounting ut.. was thinking to score well this time.. after taking the ut.. guess.. no hope.. but i'll try harder the next time.. really.. i promise..

was checking what bus to take to my new assignment.. guess wad? its ard rp.. haha! i've to take 911.. but was unsure how the route was like.. perhaps tml try to reach early..

i dun like belated.. todae recieve 2 belated bdae msg.. one is frm him.. one frm jason.. perhaps my standard of frens is very high? i duno.. but in terms of friendship.. i always get great disappointment from them.. was unsure how to gauge who is my true frens.. i tot they were.. but actions prove me wrong.. its not jus abt bdae thingy.. its how i feel all along.. how i wish i'm back in those daes.. we are real close.. everydae captain's ball.. and i know.. things wun be the same..

this time round.. i've fall badly.. and i will stand up from where i fall.. i shouldnt have even click and see.. at least.. my dreams and thoughts wun be shattered so fast.. it's time to put it to an end.. i am not going to be so concern abt him.. i have to stop doing alot of things.. one of the best way to stop me from thinking here and there is to make me busy.. so.. decided to take up maybe one more tuition.. and.. fyp... its killing..

appreciated those who remembered.. thanks!

2006-07-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

i'm 19.. another year of disappointment? no cakes.. no candles.. no birthdae song.. had 'celebration' with my family.. metro collegues.. zixue.. it jus feel like.. another outing with them.. nothing special which will makes me remember.. tt i had one memorable birthdae..

however.. e presents i've recieved.. some did touched my heart.. the video.. yes.. zixue.. ur video.. i know u'll be reading this.. words cant describe how thankful i am.. =) realli thanks alot.. i know and can see the effort put in.. =) thanks!

he forget.. or should i sae.. he didn't remember.. on my way home.. suddenli had this thought.. why am i holding onto something which there will be no return.. a moment ago.. i seriously dun mind waiting.. as long as u can give me a promise.. this promise may not come true.. but i'm willing to hold on to the promise.. i did tell u how i feel.. it ended up being a joke.. to prevent the friendship between us being ruin.. i had to convince myself to tell u.. i'm actually telling a joke.. which i jolly well know it isn't.. sometimes i do wonder.. are you acting blur.. or you cant feel it? can you stop giving me the feeling as if there's chance.. when i know there isn't? i'm being contridicting here.. argh!

anyway.. i know he wun read the above.. haha! i do notice some nice people around me.. =) perhaps.. its jus another infautation.. we shall see...

i've taken up a new assignment at woodlands.. it will starts on sat.. hopefulli it will go well.. after the tuition.. meeting eunice and kelly.. not veri sure wads e plan.. think its jus dinnerr.. =) i am starting to hate school again.. argh!

i do miss him despite all... =(

2006-07-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

[[她与他的对话]]

她说: 你爱她多少天

他说: 永远

她说: 不行,你只准爱她365天

他说: 每一个365天

她说: 只准爱她7天

他说: 生命里的每一周

她说: 只准爱她4天

他说: 春天,夏天,秋天,冬天

她说: 只准爱她3天

他说: 昨天今天明天

她说: 只准爱她2天

他说: 黑夜,白天

她说: 只准爱她1天

他说: 在我生命中的每一天

于是她哭了,他笑了

2006-07-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

.::Cancer::.
June 22 - July 23

What they are like:
Cancerian girls are sensitive types who enjoy caring for others. They are ruled by emotion and their moods fluctuate according to the general vibe around them. They worry constantly, especially about their relationships with others. Cancerians also have great memories. They are loving, over-emotional, moody and clingy.

Career: They make wonderful nurses, teachers and counsellors.

Likes: Her bedroom and her family.

Love Style: She is a nurturing girlfriend who is prone to smothering her guys. Her moods make her unpredictable.

Best Friends: Virgos, Pisceans and Taureans.

Best Partners: Cancerians, Geminis and Librans.

Not-so-good Partners: Capricorns and Aquarians.

Colours: White and Silver

Gemstone: Moonstone

Lucky Day: Monday

Lucky Number: Two

Animal: Crab

Flowers: White rose and Lily

Element: Water

Temper
Considering how charming, caring, and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty, and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

Cancer has moods that change about four times a day, every two and a half days, every month and every 18 or 19 years.

2006-06-23T13:57:00.000+08:00

waiting for third meeting to start for project management.. dun understand why in the first place i will choose such a module.. argghh! having business stats ut later.. no confidence of passing.. dun understand wad i've been learning so far.. such a sad case isnt it.. after ut rushing off to cousin's wedding...

upset life..

2006-06-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

ahhh!! dunno why.. recently.. the atmosphere so depressing... =( tot i can run away frm reality.. however! cyber world is equally depressing.. so upset.. utube.. start to suspense ppl who upload dramas.. ahhhh!! tt's depriving me from my entertainment!!! can see ppl start to panic.. cos.. waste so much effort uploading dramas and variety shows.. end up getting suspense.. hai.. its all bcos.. there are selfish ppl.. tatty tell.. >P so selfish.. argh!!

was reading forum awhile ago.. am watching this taiwan variety show for some time.. they actually got 5 host.. but each dae.. only 2 will appear.. den think bcos of misunderstanding.. tis host needs to apply long vacation... usually when e show starts.. there's pic of the 5host.. den.. a few daes ago.. they took out the pic of tis host! but they nv specific tt he's not hosting in the first place.. they do until like tt.. so... arghh!

not only tis.. another host frm tt show.. he wrote blog and i did went to see once in a while.. actualli i dun quite understand why he will write tt way in his recent post.. his article is posted on 13 june.. and i went to watch tt variety show which is broadcast on 12june.. and i understand wad he meant.. hai.. veri upset.. how would u feel if ur best working partner is no longer there... =(

veri saddening.. dunno why..

2006-06-14T20:49:00.000+08:00

好难过 =( till the end.. i'm still e one at fault.. its not tt i'm difficult to communicate with.. its not tt i dun wan sae wad i feel.. even if i sae how i feel.. things will still be back at square one.. fingers will still be pointing back at me.. how i wish i can find someone who will understand wad i'm gg thru now.. how i wish i can find someone and pour my sorrow.. how i wish...

i know wad i've done is wrong.. but i jus refuse to admit.. wads the pt of admitting.. and no one will forgive u? wads e pt of admitting and fingers will still be pt at u? i refuse to bother things.. cos i know i'm not the perfect tt u expect me to be.. i've tried.. but i failed.. in ur eyes.. i'm always the not perfect girl.. the love care concern and attention will never fall to me.. something i wanted for so long.. something i yearn in my dreams..

tis two weeks.. i know i have been running away from reality.. i shut myself away from people.. i refuse to pick up phone..i choose to off my hp.. i choose not to step out of my bedroom when i can.. the only place i went is work.. the only person i met is my tutee.. they notice the change.. but they din bother to ask.. the only thing they did is pointing fingers at me..

i like the life.. me and myself.. no people.. no ringing of phone.. no school.. no work.. jus me and myself.. i chose to be in this situation.. cos life made me to.. its not that i blame life.. the only thing i can blame.. is me.. for being such a coward.. to stand up from reality..

i really know i'm at fault.. i really do..

*tears rolling....

2006-06-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

Rui Rong wants to be alone.. she will be strong and leave this place one day.. can i make my phone disappear for the time being? i hate to hear when the phone starts to ring.. simply hate.. can i not make decision.. can i not know what is happening? can i can i can i? =(

2006-06-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

pls switch on ur speakers.. my current fav chinese song.. 感情线 by 183 Club.. haha! veri meaningful lyrics posted below.. aww.. wun get sick listening to tis song only.. =)

next week start school holidaes le.. and its only 2 weeks.. hai.. got so much things to complete.. hopfulli i can finish them by end of the 2 weeks.. need to write report for e fyp.. plus weekly journal.. den need to edit PP.. e fyp report is enough to take my time le.. so upset.. >P

den need to continue work on my accounting.. damm it! think gotta flunk ut2.. haha! however.. i think e notes i'm reading on for accounting is good.. at least.. right now in class.. i'm not as lost as i was when i'm in lesson1.. =) borrowed books and notes frm zixue for business stats n project management.. haven touched it at all.. haha.. but will definitely do so during the holidaes.. e notes for project management should be able to finish in.. 2 full daes? provided.. i wun get distracted.. aww.. and it so not possible i wun get distracted when i at home lohh! soo much temptation and distraction.. ther is 2 place i'm looking for self study.. either at my sis hall or tp's library.. hmm.. stil in consideration.. or anyone has any good place to reccommand?? the place need to have e switch.. to charge my lappy.. =)

i read horoscope the other dae.. den i saw tt cancer is not realli compatiable with gemini.. =( haha.. crazy me.. hope he's doin well..

感情线

2006-06-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

中文词:柯呈雄
作曲:aj junior
编曲:吕绍淳陈歆儒

我想我已开始有点疑惑
好像被他说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖的束手就策
难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中有舍不得
看着你要走还装著笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口如何挽留
感情这条线注定只能这么远
不敢相信已经来到终点
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线
看着你走远还继续装笑脸
掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口怎么挽留
感情这条线注定无法延长一点
你已不在而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你我不会说什么
默默的承受像个男子汉
看着你要走[看着看着你要走]
还装着笑容[多么多么笑容]
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[还要撑多久]
如果现在开口[现在开口]
如何挽留[如何挽留]
感情这条线注定只能这么远看着你要走[woo～]
还装着笑容[we will carry on]
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[knowing there were words i've never said baby]
如果现在开口[现在开口]
如何挽留[如何挽留]
感情这条线注定只能这么远
[let the words remain unsaid]

2006-06-02T14:10:00.000+08:00

people.. pls congrat me.. i've passed tt stupid project management module! haha.. so unbelieveable.. imagine i cant do e whole paper.. i've got a C+.. muahaa!! so proud of myself.. seriously.. lols.. most of e ut1 grades are out.. accounting i've got a C.. business stats B.. tt's veri surprising too! but i'm proud to sae i'm able to all e paper within e time given! jus took marketing last mondae.. so most probably grades wun be out so soon..

i din go sch todae again.. but ther's accounting ut2 later.. leaving hse in 20mins time.. hopefulli tis time round can do better.. =) actualli wanted to study for acc.. but i din know wad i've been doin e whole morning.. lols! in short.. i din prepare to the ut later on.. haha!

weee.. next week holis le!! i got reason not to go sch lee!! but sad to sae.. i've used up alot of my official leaves le.. =( cos sch realli sux.. >P ytd is boatmate bdae.. soo

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAE BOATMATE!!

tml is raymond bdae.. soo..

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAE RAYMOND!! and clarrisa.. and jee cheng.. hahas!

wish me luck for later ut.. =)

2006-05-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

todae..nv went for school.. again.. haiz.. todae is accounting class.. >P actualli i did went school.. but is for fyp meeting.. den hor! so ass one loh.. me and mar wait for e fac at library.. was wondering why he was not ther.. den we call him.. he said he go sometime on! kaos.. waste my time gg down loh! argghh!! so piss off..

todae bought alot magazines.. again.. muhahaa! but now abit regret le.. haha.. think go malaysia buy den got e kick.. one thing is ther is cheaper as compared to singapore ah.. but actualli when calculate carefully.. its abt e same lah..

marilyn did e layout for fyp le.. veri nice.. but i think ther is stil room for improvement.. haha! but its nice.. realli.. sat will be gg over her place continue.. hmms..

was chatting with yuki n alex ytd nite.. there will be a outing!! alex suggested kayaking.. muhaaahhaa!! am looking forward.. =)

2006-05-12T20:12:00.000+08:00

wow.. sooo long nv update le.. muahaa.. change a new blogskin.. i like tis new one veri much.. cos its simple and nice.. =) unlike wad i've used previously.. those love thingy ah.. now i like simple and nice.. hee..

start school 3 weeks le.. wasnt realli veri happi.. i didn enjoy class as much as i had when i was in yr1 and 2.. cos maybe is everydae different class.. den not much time to interact with my classmates.. quite upset aso.. guess wad.. i haven been able to eat canteen food at all! wad i always eat is jus snacks.. ohya.. my school got one cafe.. their hot chocolate veri nice! =)

started doin fyp.. i felt quite guilty.. cos past 2 weeks is primary school exam week.. den all my tuition increase.. den marilyn aso got tuition.. den our timing couldn match.. den now seems like she is doing all the work.. felt veri bad.. but i promise her after tis week i will make sat a regular timing for fyp.. looking at the project plan.. seems like we've got alot to do.. den somemore we forget almost all the things we've learnt. =( anyone can help? its abt creating a web page de..

due to fyp.. i intend to give up 2 tuition.. cos..with fyp.. PP.. realli veri busy.. plus.. right now i'm self-studying accounts.. LCCI.. i got tis accounts class.. and i know nuts abt it.. when i went for tis class.. kaos!! so upset.. i dun understand e accounting terms they use loh.. so end up tis week.. i din go sch.. stay at home and mug e account book.. actually account can self-study lah.. not tt difficult aso.. BUT! after account book.. i need to read up on IT books.. cos of e fyp loh.. den need to do flash.. so sucky.. >P

wasnt realli happy abt school.. den tuition stil so-so ba.. i decide to give up e bedok one.. so left with amk n telok kuaru.. i intend to hold on to amk onli.. cos.. realli no time.. but.. wad marilyn sae is correct ah.. should earn back tt 50% where e agent took as commission.. and anyway.. its on mondae n sat.. so shouldn be much a problem.. and after tis telok kuaru tuition, i can walk to marmar house do fyp.. hee..

dun realli know how to survive my yr3 in rp.. upset sia.. long time nv contact him.. hmm.. cos busy bah.. but i always think tt ppl use busy jus as an excuse.. cos time is urs.. its up to u to arrange.. however.. no point holding on to things which u know theres no result.. right? muahaa.. let nature takes its course.. =) sometimes will stil miss him.. hahaass.. so contridicting.. do u spell it tt way?? aiya.. wadever.. lols..

now watching magicians of love.. in front not bad.. but as i watch on.. quite boring at e back.. hahaa.. personal comments.. no offence! lols.. den quite like variety show now.. but not those spore ones lah.. i nv watch tv now.. so boring.. esp their drama series.. omg.. cant stand.. haha.. i like to watch taiwan talk show.. veri funni n nice.. but aso depends who they interview ah.. hahaa..

2006-04-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

am at mac right now.. reflecting how i've spent my one and a half month holidaes.. was working one month one week.. went genting on the last week.. during e one month and one week.. was giving tuition on and off.. went to tuition as and when i like.. was rather irresponsible.. but i'm human and i need my break.. i know i'm jus finding excuse to cover up.. who am i to choose right? have heard frm a fren.. its good enuff ppl nv choose u.. so dun choose ppl.. hmm...

genting trip.. dunno y.. i dun have the feeling of gg holidae.. even till on the coach coming back to spore.. i jus felt.. its..normal.. perhaps.. its bcos i've been there before.. or perhaps there's other reasons.. i dunno.. shrug~ was e trip fun? well.. so-so ba.. bought myself a padini jacket.. was told it is a branded stuff.. which.. i dun think so.. haha! i mean.. before i buy tt jacket..i din know its branded.. i bought it cos.. its cheap n nice.. wanted to get a disel jacket.. no size.. upset.. its realli nice.. light blue.. or e white.. both.. no size.. damm upset.. perhaps i'll get it the next time round? haha! ate food which i wanted to try e last time i went.. marry brown plus their pizza hut.. haha! dun laugh at me.. i'm young at heart ok? lols.. bought vcds for my mummy.. den seaweed for myself.. actualli.. i bought nothing much back.. spend alot on food.. indoor/outdoor theme park.. and arcade.. they actualli got this room.. where per song is rm1.. quite a cool idea.. but stil.. i think i'll prefer to go those in spore.. and their choice of song not much... =( tot of recharging myself when i go to genting.. if u ask me whether i've recharge.. e answer is no...

i've found e reason why i dun shed tear so easily.. bcos i love myself more than anyone else or anything in this world.. tt's why.. aint i clever to found the reason? i heard frm somewhere.. those who love themself more than others.. are the one who are e most lonely person in tis world.. am i?

sch starting on mondae.. which is the dae after next.. was taking
E328-2-E26F-A PROJECT MANAGEMENT
C151-4-E37M-A FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING
C152-1-E37E-A MARKETING
C156-3-E37D-A BUSINESS STATISTICS

cool ehh?
****-*-****-*
-first **** refers to the module id
-next * refer to which dae the class is.. for example.. PROJECT MANAGEMENT is 2.. tt means.. PROJECT MANAGEMENT is my Day 2 class.. which will be on Tuesday.. unless there's public holidae or whatsoever...
-next **** i think refer to my class.. but.. i dun quite get it.. if i'm not wrong.. E2,E3 is e Block.. 6,7 is the level.. and F,M,E,D is the classroom.. haha.. such a cute way to name classroom..
-last *.. i reall dunno wad is tis refer to.... haha...

four dae class.. four different classroom.. one sae same as marmar.. project management.. e fac is..my archery advisor.. omg... well.. let's pray hard.. everything will go well.. *cross fingers* got another module.. e fac.. is my yr1 enterprise fac.. koh kok whye.. haha! he's a nice person.. lols.. i can predict.. my last yr first sem in RP.. will be veri hectic.. imagine.. PP not done.. FYP part 1 coming up.. actualli its out liao.. haha! CE not complete.. omg!! endless UTs.. haha.. plus endless tuition.. plus plus plus! and! my lappy gg gone case soon.. dunno when e new one is coming in.. A*** has a bad customer service!! make me so piss off.. argghh!

resolution of the yr in RP Semester1.. haha! achieve better grades~ at least B for 4 modules? haha! err.. hope there will be a change in me where everyone will notice.. and most importantly.. i'll try to love myself lesser and love others more! haha!

i accidently delete all the msg in my hp.. damm upset.. does it mean.. i should let go.. and move on? was wondering.. do i realli love who he is.. or am i loving e he tt is living in my memory? or maybe.. he's jus someone who i tot i realli love but actualli i love myself more?

2006-04-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

it has been 2mths since i last update.. hahas.. li bu cong xin.. =) muahaa..

genting trip.. confirm le!! gg off on tis coming mondae nite.. =) which is 11 April~ so happi..time to relax and recharge myself.. rest is to enable urself to walk a longer distance.. =) VERY looking forward to it.. muhahaa..

he gg in army tml.. 7 april.. hmm.. did a veri stupid thing.. which i had actualli promised myself not to do it.. and after tis time around.. determined NOT to do it AGAIN.. was playin a game with xue.. we were at bus stop.. and we actualli bet if 139 will come first.. and e rates of it coming first is one out of three.. punishment is tt she has to confess love to me.. and i have to confess love to him.. and.. wtf!! 139 actualli came first?! y didnt i have such luck before? yuan du fu shu.. hai.. ans actualli is expected ah.. hmm.. it was only the next dae i felt the world crashing down.. hahaa.. wondering how long will i pick up frm where i fall tis time round.. it took me 1yr plus e previous fall..

was working at marilyn's mummy office.. conclusion.. i dun like office work.. is damm boring.. hai.. dunno wad i'm gg to work as when i graduate.. i'm jus so fussing.. >p

one yr more before i gradute.. and i've got lots of projects to clear.. my PP not done yet.. den FYP coming up.. hmm.. confirm is with marilyn.. topic is educational programme for kids.. dunno wads it abt aso.. wadever.. cant be bother now.. muhahaa..

last sat went out with eunice, kel and jiahao.. dunno is i mix ard with my poly frens too much or i too long nv see jiahao.. he's so.. arghhh! mei feng du.. as a guy.. argghh.. aint gg to sae much.. kel n jiahao went off early.. cos they wan catch a tv drama.. den me and eunice went boat quay e starbuck.. or is it coffeebean? cant remb.. anyway.. we sat there for.. 3hrs.. CONFESSIONS~~ hahaa..we talk alot abt secondary sch daes.. and confessed alot of things which we nv told each other before.. so fun.. =)

last sundae went to meet metro guys.. everyone is jus e same.. seems like.. i'm e onli one changin.. haha.. was quite worried at first.. cos.. one yr plus nv seem them.. but after meeting them.. felt great.. to know tt.. they are stil e same.. feels like i've found back my frens again.. =) one thing i notice e change myself.. is.. i begin to drink.. tt nite i drank 2 bottles of bacardi.. hmm.. its peach flavour.. its nice.. but yuki sae veri bitter.. but i think otherwise.. her bf is e first one notice my face red.. but seems like i'm not drunk yet.. wondering how its feels when its drunk.. BUT.. if i drink 2 more bottle.. i'm sure i cannot get home myself.. hahaa.. alex send me home.. which i dun think is a need/must.. hahaa.. but its appreciated.. =)

tis sat.. gg alex chalet.. wasnt realli looking forward.. cos.. how to sae.. alot ppl gg.. which onli little ppl i know.. i personalli dun like such gathering..

my tuition.. damm headache.. sometimes.. dunno y i should work so hard.. dun understand..

hao xiang ta~~ crazy me..

2006-02-23T09:25:00.000+08:00

todae suppose to go to work.. but found out that they cancelled my Schedule.. lucky i met one of my collegue.. he asked me to checked whether i'm working anot.. they said they need to cut down resources.. wad lohh.. i am happy and upset.. happy is because i finally get to rest le!! upset because the more i work the more pay i get.. now they wan to cut resources.. means i will be getting less pay?! somemore my holidaes are coming.. if they cut resources.. den i cannot work 5-daes anymore? like tt veri jialet wor.. tot i found some stable job.. now.. hai..
lucky me..i stil got tuition.. and because of the tuition.. now i dun realli have time for myself.. i'm stil having the amk assignment.. tt one can diee arhh!! actualli i can dun bother one ritees? dunno why.. >P she everytime nv do my hmwk.. den come up with all sort of LAME excuses.. people with brain sure know is rubbish excuse loh.. damm fed-up.. if she is not gg to do my work again.. i'll jus take my pay and walk off.. anyway..i've taught e fourth lesson liao.. so it will be easier to count.. hahass.. meanss.. i will get.. ehh.. 80bucks! lols..

i've got tis bedok res one.. i gg her hse frm mondae to fri.. haha.. teach her 3 children.. think i mention before le.. actualli dun quite like her way of doin things ah.. sort of.. selfish.. but now.. she treat me better le ah.. think her children sae me good things ahh.. lolss..
so long nv go sing song lee.. probably mondae after ut i pon-ing school.. AGAIN.. hahass.. actualli is cannot pon liao.. cos i've used up all my leaves.. but i really long long time nv go sing song le.. i cant even remb when is the last time i went.. mondae will be gg with my classmates.. think they intend to pon after.. second meeting? means we wun be attending third meeting.. hmm.. i was thinking.. how would e fac react.. haha.. first second meeting saw alot ppl.. den suddenli third meeting no ppl.. cos frm wad i know.. alot ppl will be gg.. =) was very looking forward.. we are not gg kbox.. they bring us go chinatown there.. e $10ktv.. think marco went before le.. tt's y he asked us go.. i saw tt ktv before.. saw e package.. VERY attractive.. think got free flow of drink and tibits.. if i not wrong.. den got sharkfin soup.. haha.. cool rite.. sing song got sharkin soup.. think is those lousy type.. lols.. but e only thing is tt you have to bring at least 4 ppl.. den e price think is $10.. dunno got +++ anot.. hmm..

haven finish PP.. FYP coming up.. i will be working with marilyn.. think should be alright.. will be much better than working with ppl i dunno rite.. hahaa..
got e urge to go genting.. but..timing is one thing ah.. den need to find ppl also.. den dunno my mummy will allow anot.. think should be can.. hahaas..
e other dae.. i heard frm my classmates Mr D is a gay?! omg.. lucky is jus a crash.. hahass.. HE working at tcc.. went to find him twice.. but both time din saw him.. was it meant to be? why should i wait for something that is impossible rite? why din i move on? questions have been running in my mind.. hope for the best and prepare for the worst ba..

finish watching 恶作剧之吻.. very nice and touching show.. but some of my frens dun seem to like it.. haha.. heard they are filming part2 in 2007.. dunno wad will i be by then..watched 绿光森林 aso.. din quite like tis show at first.. but dunno y my mummy can sit there watched e whole thing! so.. i decided to watch the whole thing later.. 绿光森林 has 15esp.. i watched 5esp den cannot take it..denn i watched e last esp.. haha.. den i din watch le..

i aso watched expressboy.. but he jun xiang.. tt show got 30+esp.. story very draggy.. i din like aso.. haha..very typical story line.. got xu wei lun.. ah nan(by he jun xiang) like su rong rong(by xu wei lun). den rongrong like li ah biao(by dunno who). den later part in show.. tt rongrong dunno why like ah nan.. cos rongrong suppose to like li ah biao.. i see le "???" hahas.. aso got diao man gong zu.. i din watched.. is mummy watch.. after she finish tis show..i delete e whole show.. got aso got 30+esp.. i cannot take it ahh!! haha..expressboy aso delete le..to save space for other shows.. =)

after all i've watched.. i quite like wang zi bian qing wa.. devil beside you.. and 恶作剧之吻.. Mr Fighting not bad provided you like 5566.. lols.. now waiting to see if anyone got ai qing mo fa shi..by 183Club and QiaoQiao frm Sweety.. i've asked my fren.. they all dunno wad show is tis.. =( i saw it frm Youtube.. they got some clips on it..

2006-02-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

was msgin him a few days ago.. told him guys find gf bcos of sex.. guess wad he reply me?? he told me.. dun one stone kill all guyss.. there are expectional.. like him.. lols.. so funni.. he told me he innocent boys.. hahass.. he's so funni..

fri.. went to celebrate jiahao's bdae.. though it was simple.. but was really fun.. on tt dae.. went for tuition.. before meeting them.. actualli they told me to meet them at suntec.. but suddenli change planss.. was suppose to have more ppl.. but they seems not to be able to make it.. so upsett.. =(

anyway.. after tuition.. i took cab to anchorage.. meet eunice kelli and jiahao theree.. they were at cold storagee.. hahaass.. guess wad.. they were playing with e kodak film machine.. hahass.. e machine was suppose to recieve photos tt we took through infraa.. den print out.. per piece is 50cents.. they were waiting for me to comee.. and we took one pic.. quite nicee.. =) headed kfc for dinnerr.. ish jiahao want dee.. not we choose dee!! hahaa.. jiahao took a video clip of eunicee eating crispy chicken.. she couldn take spicy.. hahaa.. so bad of him..
after dinner.. we went jiahao's housee.. tis is e second time i went his house... remb e first time.. daamm funni.. me and eunicee.. trying to be funni ahh.. we went jiahao's workplacee.. bought some food.. wanted to cook for him.. hahass.. think we bought pasta and mashed potato.. guess wad? end up.. jiahao went his place's coffeshop buy fried rice.. lolss.. tis time round.. is go his house celebrate his bdaee.. eunice and kelli went serene centre buy chocolate cakee.. forget name lee.. but e cake is NICE!!

we took a video clip of jiahao's celebration.. soo...wen xin.. hmm.. like.. family.. yeaa.. family!! hahass.. so nice.. kelli said something..which i realli agreess.. she said.. got tis kinda of time we come out and celebrate also veri nicee.. though we made fun of her saying thiss.. but.. i think deep in our heart.. we agreed with her..
e next outing with them was suppose to be on 15th feb.. to celebrate valentine's days!! dunno tis outing can make it anot.. last yr.. we aso celebrate valentine on 15.. we even went to take neoprint! hahass.. hope e outing will be on.. =)

was thinking should i skip sch tml.. tml is IT Security.. intend to bring my lappy to service.. think gone case lee.. =( m mummy ask me if i wan buy new lappy.. den i stun.. cos..its like.. tis lappy is not even 2yrss.. den wan buy new one?! tis acer i'm using is paid by my mummy and me.. wad my mummy say.. is that.. i go sell tis acer and buy new onee.. should i or should i not? if tis acer and servicee.. den no need buy new one ahh.. cos.. e problem with this acer is that.. e screen.. on my right sidee.. got pink colour liness.. like e screen gg to spoil like tt.. den my driver.. dunno wad happen.. cannot burn disc.. den read DVDs or VCDs got problem..i actualli went to buy e disc cleaner.. but like no use leh.. upset sia.. =( den tml maybe after service i go make specss.. arggh!! spend money AGAIN!! sianss.. seems that i have endless output.. den no input... =(

den.. e tuition at bedok call me lee.. hahass.. she wanted me to teach her 3 children.. one sec3NT.. one sec1NA.. one P5 EM3.. if i'm gg to teach..e whole week i will be gg her hsee.. lolss.. for e sec3NT.. 4x1.5hr.. i charge 90buckss.. sec1NA.. 8x1.5hr.. 130buckss.. P5 EM3.. 8x1hr.. 80 buckss.. so per mth.. will have 300buckss.. e only thing i dun like.. ish she like to make late payment.. hai.. most probably will be taking bass.. or should i not??

2006-02-03T12:33:00.000+08:00

e world doesn seem as good as i tot anymore.. isnt it such a sad case? i always tot being in love is like in fairytale.. but realise it wasn anymore..

skip sch ytd.. wanted to make specs.. but e shop wasn open till 6feb.. quite upset.. but was happi that i'm able to find e shop..

went lunch with shan after that.. e food was fantastic.. but e waitress suxs.. oppss.. well.. was jus telling e truth.. >P after lunch we head down to ps.. went to change my disc.. bought ai qing he yue.. by lin yi cheng and he jun xiang.. disc couldn play on my lappy.. long story.. quite upset.. i couldn watched using my lappy.. think its too old lee.. =( thinking when should sent it for service..but not sure whether stil haf warranty.. gotta check.. =(

sent him a good nite msg the other dae.. didn expect him to reply.. but he did.. well.. he asked if e msg was composed by me.. lols.. wad a qns.. i reply doesn tt msg look like a forward msg.. he said seldom got msg so short and swt.. aww.. so sweett..!! makes me feel like falling in love with him all over again.. hahas.. jus kidding.. has been msgin him on and off.. dunno why he suddenli mention abt fireworks.. den tis topic link to bgr again.. argghh.. he told me he lazy to chase gerss.. faintt.. where got guyss like tt one.. perhaps he haven met someone he's willing to work hard for..

cny passed so quickly.. din do much.. nowadays busy working and school.. fell sick jus before cny.. but recover on e day itself.. hahas.. lucky me huh.. was stil working in 7-11.. had an on-goin tuition.. was rather tired.. dun seem to have the time to rest well.. =( was waiting..when will i fall sick again..

nowadays..my hobby no longer is surf net.. i remb there was a period of time i couldn live with internet.. couldn believe i had this ridiculous period of time.. hahass.. now.. my hobby is VCDs!! haha.. i finish a korean show.. my lovely kim sum shun.. tis show damm funni.. hahass.. den bought another series.. mystic investigation files.. its abt ghost thingy one lahh.. i bought this show mainly because.. they got 4 main leads right.. out of e 4.. i like 3.. lee san san.. tao da yu.. liang rong zhong.. soo.. hahass.. they got part2.. but no more tao da yu..anyway..haven buy part2.. coss.. haha..i aso dunno why.. den..i bought shi qu ji yi de nan hai.. ish wang zi bian qing wa's fang wai pian.. butt.. regret buying this series.. argghh.. actually i've seen tis part on internet liaoss!! den i bought at 12.90.. ytd went ts saw it was at 11 pluss!! argghh!! wonder if i can auction it away.. hmm.. at least i can earn some cash.. rightt?? hahass..

2006-01-19T11:13:00.000+08:00

woahh.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (belated.. hahas..) shhoo long nv updtae..

ehh.. was busy working.. and school.. den tt time RP open house..went to stay at my aunt house..she took great care of me.. den e building was not done yet.. so badd.. >P

dunno wad to update aso.. errr.. he gg army in april.. 7th of april.. hhmm..

2005-12-15T12:11:00.000+08:00

so proud of myself.. i actually can sooo long nv online.. hahas.. 2 weeks nv online and check mail..todae @ mac.. was checking my mail.. i've actully got 50plis unread mail.. lols.. so stunning.. hahahaa..

was busy working.. part time..pay was rather low.. but stil ok lah.. i dun need pay transport fees.. den sometimes food can eat frm there.. den i aso quite enjoy tis job.. =) before i came online.. i seem to like got alot things wan write..but when writing..dunno wad to write liaos.. hmm.. anyway.. so fast 2 weeks have passed.. and christmas is coming! but wasn really looking forward.. dunno why.. =(

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2005-12-01T08:06:00.000+08:00

was rather satisfy with my new layout..jus that e taggy got a bit of problem..tryin to solve it ah..

todae ish kelly birthdae..gg to celebrate with her later..hee..quite looking forward..cos it has been ages since i last saw them.. them refers to eunice and kelly!! simply miss them so much!! lols..

ytd was rather upset.. my trust was BETRAY.. there is this student of mine..his mom owe me tuition fees..i shall not reveal e amt.. she said she will call me to collect e fees..and this was wad she told me a month ago! she told me her cash was quite tight and could only pay me at the end of the month. and i understand her circumstances.. but now.. one month later.. i tried to call on her hp.. the reply i got was.. " the starhub user was no longer in service".. WAd loh!! den i called her house..no one pick up..i even went her house ans knock for half-an-hour loh..wad e f*** i know someone is inside..and they refused to open the door.. wad i'm really upset is that e trust.. and i SHALL NOT EVER trust anyone again.. so f*** up..

2005-11-29T12:49:00.000+08:00

so long nv update..haha..wadever..err..has been showing alot of shows recently..like 恶魔在身边..格斗天王.. the first show is much nicer..hees.. alot of my frens aso like tt show better..

err..he started working..he told me..dunno lah..now..seems..soo... unsure..confusion..etc..arghh..dunno wad i toking aso..

2005-11-18T08:13:00.000+08:00

woah..its has since been quite some time since i last update..right now..dunno wad to write..and where to start..jus..hmm..alot of things had happen..but jus dunno wad to write..hahas..dunno wad i tokin abt aso.. hmm..

2005-10-31T09:48:00.000+08:00

eh..now in sch..doing research..hmm..

sat went to a chinese physician.. she said i was too stress up..mus learn to relax myself..and need more calcium..hahas.. so funny..

that following nite..he suddenly msg me..his actions makes me feel..uneasy? or suspicious..hmm..wadever..he told me he felt bored and etc.. well..tis seems to be the first time he complain to me.. hmm.. i wonder under wad circumstance he msg me.. >P perhaps..is i think too much.. argghh.. he has all the rights to feel stress..cos his As is starting on 8nov..which is..like one more week to go.. hahas.. hope he will do well.. and i believe he will do well.. i got faith in him.. hahaa..

so sian..gg to have 3 daes holidae..most probabli i'll spend slpin at home....